much as sometimes we "need" to go into our own 40 Days of "Emotional Wilderness" in order to better understand "who we are"

 . . . so to better understand "what best to do"

not only for the logistics of our future life, but also to move more fully into alignment with bunnies, unicorns, and our "happy space"

we also may find, for many of us, the bleed-through with other lifetimes also serves its purpose as a light bulb in a dark room

pointing us towards attitudes more commensurate with a "fuller integration"

of the emotional foundation and spiritual foundation most compatible

with bunnies and unicorns

in other words, we can tap into "past life awareness" as a tool

to better understand what drives our "emotional response patterns"

because, Law of Attraction etc etc

the only way to change our lives . . . is to change our thinking

and the only way really to change our thinking

is to understand, on some level

(a) what "drives it"

and (b) why that mode of thinking "may not work" as we, ideally, might like

 . . . there is a lot of information and a lot of potential "power"

sitting in the closet, waiting to be worn like a new coat

past lives, current lives, life death all of it

they don't happen "all at once"

but the spiritual essence, the spiritual sub-atomic quanta (if you will)

IS everywhere all at once

both here AND THERE

and while our limited cognitive faculties miss the dog whistle most times from other "lives lived"

that energetic pulse

beats on

you can find the Rosetta Stone of what makes you tick

through exploring this past life quanta

the little neutrinos of God's Light 

pass along unnoticed

but they carry all within them even though they are tinier than the tiniest thing you might imagine

thinking drives action

but no one understands what drives thinking

so theoretically (and, to me, actually, as well) no one understands why people "do what they do"

one person may do the same consistent thing 99.998 % of the time and then -- poof

a change, out of left field

past lives may seem as if they are "unconscious"

but it is not so much they are unconscious as much as they are restricted by the lack of "proper words" to describe

what we see . . . and much as Language drives cognition (what we call something in large measure determines what we "think about it")

so too does this lack of an adequate way to talk about past life "memories" limit our conscious understanding

however, there are tools (much like the tools physicists use to study atomic energy) that we have available to us

that allow us to slow down the rates of oscillation of these past life neutrino buds

and, in slowing down the cognitive drivers of an individual, we can both (a) see and (b) interact with these sub-atomic "past life quanta"

why is this "important" ??

just as playing with small little bits of "invisible energy" allowed scientists to develop the most powerful explosives ever known and tap into energy sources never before imagined

the same holds true here

by tapping into this "resource" we can unlock the "collective power" of this "accumulated wisdom"

this is what I am doing -- mapping this journey

and before long I will figure it out and, just like Rutherford and Einstein and Fermi et al changed the world with what they saw and described

so, too, will this "map" I am creating 

change the world, as well

I know, basically, how this works

and why

I am building my maps to the buried treasure

it is close, really really really close

to fully coming together

my mad "Cartography of the Soul"  

in looking at "past lives", what I look for are certain kinds of "themes"

psychological "patterns", instinctive styles for dealing with one's emotions

and behavioral "predispositions"

these basic psychological signatures will play out over and over and the style typically remains pretty much the same -- the situations and the "responses" to those situations

are the things that "evolve"

. . . soooooo, in looking at my "own style" I always see a really interesting duality -- part of me (both in terms of personality and actual "past lifetimes") gravitates towards wild child artist types

while another "part" of me gravitates to military academies and professional careers in the military

an interesting mix . . . but I believe past lives (and the "healing" and integration of the collective sum of all lives "lived") can be "brought together"

within one's current lifetime

in other words, one can (not easy, but possible) bring all the various bits and pieces (lifetime by lifetime) from ALL the prior incarnations into "alignment" right now

this "duality" of artist / wild child and professional soldier (along with a large dose of two other "themes": religious / spiritual and king / politician)

is (in my opinion) one of the key drivers as to WHY I study past lives with such intensity

understanding the mystical spiritual as revealed by/through/with "past lives"

satisfies not only the artist and mystic -- it also speaks to the warrior / king "parts"

because Religion is too often used as a political weapon

and to be free of the tyranny of someone "using Religion" to keep others in the dark, so as to control their behavior

through controlling the cognitive frameworks driving their thinking -- and thus driving their value system and decision making

is the greatest gift anyone can "give"

to understand past lives is to be free of Spiritual Tyranny

the truth, quite literally, will "set you FREE"

it is understandable that we see our bodies and our current "lifetimes" as a finite singular entity

we live we die

I personally do not believe this is true -- call it "channeled", a vision, whatever you wish

it keeps "coming to me", over and over, that we are high vibratory (and by high vibration, I mean vibrating quickly, not, necessarily, some "elevated, lofty spiritual" place)

creatures

although I believe we ARE lofty elevated spiritual essences, each and every one of us

these "spiritual essences" (the "who" of who we are) exist in multiple places concurrently

yet are joined as singular vibratory forces, all the same

if this is so, then Death is not an end but rather a vibratory switch in speed 

because we are both here AND THERE all the time

and much like the kitchen table is in actuality a bunch of molecules both independent and working together at the same time, rather than simply big blocks of wood screwed together

so, too, Death is a minor change in vibrational "direction"

the kitchen table could catch fire and no longer look like a kitchen table -- it "died" to that function and form

the energy "transformed" during the fire and went somewhere else . . . yet the table "essence" underscores "where it went"

and "where it went" was connected, in terms of vibration, also with where it came from

before it collectively "assembled" into a kitchen table

meaning -- we are already IN the place we go when we die, right now

the forms may change, the arrangement seemingly will "re-arrange"

but the finite form of the kitchen table, if viewed at its core, was never what it "appeared" anyway

 . . . taking this a step further then, "past lives" (to me) are legit 

(based on this logic, too) as they (seen in this context)

are simply clusters of vibrations acting BOTH as singular elements and concurrent harmonic patterns

like the kitchen table that lived for a time as a tree and, after burning, transformed into different forms of energy

the burnt wood later fertilized perhaps new growth, a new tree or plant

so past lives are sort of separate and not separate, all at the same time

just as quanta of energy are both here and there all at the same time, even though supposedly it is impossible

controlled experiments suggest this is the actual "truth"

sounds sort of nutty, I know -- but quantum physics also sounds nutty

bottom line -- long story short

WE DON'T DIE

our vibratory patterns "re-arrange" as part of an evolutionary journey

driven by who knows what for God knows what reason :)

still, I believe more and more with each passing day

that Death, as we conceive of it, is not true

the essence remains, a constant

forms "seem different" and vibrate with or against other forms

based on harmonic resonance patterns (throw a pebble into the creek)

but the song, basically, always remains the same

fascinating to me that the symbol for "wave function" is Psi (the same symbol used for paranormal acitivity or psychic ability)

my core "theory" regarding non-locality of consciousness and both psychic "ability" and the "observation" of past lives

is grounded in "waves" -- seeing functional variables existing in, basically, multiple places "at the same time"

wave function speaks to something called a "probability amplitude" and I believe that what I "do" is somehow align myself with the quantum functionality

of this "probability amplitude" -- (and turn up the dial in "reading" what it "says") 

due in large measure to certain types of cognitive functioning that I have trained myself to do

consciousness is a series of choices -- I simply make "different choices" in focusing on variables that others ignore, while ignoring (or not seeing) some things plain as day to everyone else

but the core tenets of quantum physics underscore the behavioral dynamics of "high end" psychics (and yes, I see myself as being on the high-end of the psychic color spectrum)

those who have "experienced" a reading with me may have heard me say "when I see people as being on your same wave length, I mean this literally"

because I believe this wave "pattern" is a harmonic function that we are either "attracted to" or "repulsed by"

anyway . . . my mad scientist "quest" to figure it all out 

 . . . continues :)

"Unconscious" attractions are not to people -- they are to the types of experiences that will arise from the INTERACTION with these people

those who "repeat patterns" are looking for the emotion, yet they think they are looking for the partner

it is the "rush" that comes with triggering the emotion -- even (no, ESPECIALLY) if the emotion is a "negative" one

to break the pattern, one has to first "detox" from the craving for that particlular emotional "rush"

at its "core", this is no different than any other "addiction" -- first you have to understand that your addiction is causing a "problem"

and then you have to be motivated to change

 . . . all addictions have similar features

typically they are a compensatory action

this is no different, fundamentally, from any other addiction

with this exception -- with an alcoholic, he knows he buys vodka to get drunk

with this -- there may not be the same causal relationship awareness

but, at its core level, they are more similar than different

an addiction, with a craving that will "need to be filled"

until one gets the high "somewhere else"

ideally in a postive productive way

Everyone has an "opinion" about the New England Patriots and the "integrity" of the NFL and the news is crankin' 24/7 about Tom Brady's "character" and how he personally should "suffer" for POSSIBLY having knowledge of cheating taking place "on his watch"

and his coach should ALSO be punished because how could these egregious acts have happened without his knowledge and complicity

yet some of the biggest banks in the world are set to pay billions of dollars in fines (to them simply a slap on the wrist)

for criminally mainpulating currency markets . . . yet all the CEO's "know nothing" and no one even bothers to discuss this

the reason athletes are paid millions is not (primarily) because they generate revenue, it is primarily to be set up as both (a) a career path one could aspire to

and (b) a scapegoat to deflect attention from the Wizard of Oz mainipulating thngs behind the curtain

if some young man, who was a backup Second Baseman for the Pirates and worked second shift at a factory in the off-season, got in trouble, he probably wouldn't be on the national news every hour for weeks on end

all this Deflate Gate hoopla is one more bait and switch to confuse the masses while the Plantation Masters are tightening the screws around their ankles

we can send athletes through Hell -- yet executives are untouchable

Deflate Gate is analogous to running a stop sign -- a criminal offense, yet probably not one that would warrant an 8 year prison sentence

manipulating the currency markets is armed robbery, comparable to heavily armed men walking into a bank and sticking it up

if we caught the bank robbers after stealing a million dollars, we wouldn't fine them $700,000 and give them a warning

yet that scenario -- paying back less than you stole in the first place and not being prosecuted even AFTER you're caught

is exactly what happens with bank executives over and over and over again

. . . seriously, wake the fuck up

http://www.blacklistednews.com/Five_Major_Banks_to_Plead_guilty_to_rigging_currency_markets_/43963/0/38/38/Y/M.html

if there is ANY validity to the idea that "past lives" are reflected in Astrology -- then the only way this can make sense

would be that there must be (in one form or another) some "intention" to find a time that is reflective of the past life history of the Native 

it would not seem reasonable to build past lives on the energy of the chart alone -- that history must PRECEED the birth and therefore the time must be CHOSEN

consciously chosen

so the chart is "correct"

in order to accommodate the prior incarnational "essence"

if so, then something or someone

has to be DOING THE CHOOSING