almost anyone can access past life information . . . however, it is a rare creature who can find the stillness within themselves to "absorb" what they see

without rushing to fill in the blanks
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and, therefore, distort the original impulse beyond all recognition​

change is always a result of directed energy

. . . "positive change" is directed energy you "point"
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negative change is energy to which you give up the steering wheel

I was a psychic "prodigy" early on . . . a clairvoyant wunderkind, telekinetic -- able to, literally, look at things and watch them slide across the table

electrical

. . . but -- I was also a mess, a hot mess

and the hot messy part took a while to clean up

it would have been nice to been less hot mess . . . but the messy parts "inspired" me to clean house

in the ways I needed most

never begrudge the madness . . . for within the mad, lies total clarity
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once you understand what the mad is trying to say

I have said it many times -- singers, GREAT singers . . . are a breed all their own

there is literally nothing like the aura and energy that comes off of them . . . and great great singers are "noticable" as having that extra "thing"

just watch the reactions of the panel -- they can see it, just as I see it (and, more likely than not, you will see it, too)
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the trail following behind her

2015 has been a truly magical year me for me, filled with so many blessings and so much joy

​. . . way different than many of the previous years -- much more fun, much more for which to look forward to in 2016, as well

I am truly thankful, too, for all of my friends . . . pals, buds, soul brothers and sisters
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thank u; I wish each and every one of you love success abundance happiness and your own personal pink fluffy unicorn in this sure to be magical + fantabulous coming year !!!!

when we come from a space of pure love, a space in which we honor others and are happy to have the opportunity "to be here"

things always work better

I am grateful for all the goodness that has come my way; happy for all I have learned, overjoyed with the friends I have made and who share their love with me, as I soak up the bounty of their magic

this year started off as a bit of a challenge, driven primarily due to health concerns with my mother; 90 year olds come with their own "complications" and some of those haven't been much fun

however, I have come to a point of profound healing in my relationship with my mother and (more importantly) my "History" in which she plays so often a starring role

I am especially grateful, too, for the ways in which people continue to show up in my life -- thankful, as well, for the chance to have such a fabulous, exciting career

and continuing to break new ground pretty much every month in my understanding of my work as well as gaining further clarity in what makes "me tick"

a magical world -- made even more magical

because

quite simply, I see my world as one filled with
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‪#‎magic‬

there are many good things (and good people) today . . . and there were lots of whacked out, not so good things in the past

it is easy to glamorize the past and see today as a fiery pit of Hell

but it is probably more "realistic" to say that there are opportunities for happiness and peace

today that are unique

every age is "the right age" when you wrap your mind around what's there

we are all presented with challenges, both individually and collectively

there were crazy uptight church goers 50 years ago and 500 years ago; racist bigots have walked the earth for thousands of years

two (or more) people fighting over a mate or a piece of land since time began

. . . 2016 comes with BIG challenges; but it also comes with big opportunities, as well

my advice is to look for what's good -- not in the postive thinking put on my blinders and pretend nothing's ever wrong way

but in a healthy (relatively) balanced way that sees possibilities

there are LOTS of possibilities !!
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. . . wishing you all a magical 2016

believing in yourself and, concurrently, "believing in other people"

. . . is the secret to making anything worthwhile

people who look always for "the bad" in others truly miss the point

make yourself the best person you can be -- look for the good in everyone else and let them know, in subtle ways, that you "see them"

do this -- and slowly but surely
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your world will change . . . for the better

is it possible that "mulitple past lives" form "a set" -- meaning, that the evolutionary path is marked out as the changes happening within a "closed box" of (perhaps) three lifetimes

and the evolutionary growth pattern is not fully seen without seeing the steps from Point A though Points B + C

I believe this is also "how it works" . . . we see, most easily, that one lifetime is a full start to stop piece, with no other elements at work

. . . however, this may not be true

what if "sets" were something akin to collective tapestries of growth/challenges, one step forward, two steps back, then forward once more

what would this mean in terms of personal healing and evolution?

this would also shed quite a bit of light on that ever-elusive concept of "the twin flame" and "soul groups"

a collection of souls, thrown, for a time into a triptych, "working it out" from multiple angles

life is not a straight line; it is more like a boomerang, that goes out and comes back
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with residue aquired like bugs on the windshield from each flight -- but always, ultimately and inevitably, back to the same "root source"

the recognition that "past lives" may likely be true has been the greatest driver in my life as to what I "look to"

as my Religion . . . I am a Religious person, hard-core (vocabulary not withstanding hahaha) and have sought out Religious TRUTH

as opposed to a more open-ended (perhaps) spiritual understanding

translation: I would like to go to some nice church somewhere with others holding a common, shared vision

I miss this and have had lots of sadness over the years (and frustration) because I can never "find"

. . . my "church"

I have test-driven all the major religions at one-time or another, considered each of them (in turn) and typically discarded them based on two core concepts that were "deal breakers" for me

(a) did they acknowledge the "truth" of reincarnation and (b) did they see men and women as "equal"

I believe the desire for a shared Religious vision, and personal connection to this shared "wisdom"

is a human desire old as time itself

one of the tragedies of the Age (to me) is that those of us who feel "comfortable" in this approach to Spirituality, yet hold views at odds with the watered-down fear-based judgmental God "currently sold"

as "the way"

wander sort of "out there" by ourselves a bit -- with no comfortable hook on which to hang our cloak

not all of my past lifetimes were soldiers on horseback or wild-child femme fatales

I think the greatest number of lifetimes have been ones in which I held a "religious vocation" -- rabbi, monk, "holy man" etc etc

and at some point I expect to track down several lifetimes as "revolutionary rabbis" in Eastern Europe who stirred things up a bit

so the mystical side of Judaism "clangs my bell"; so too Sufism, so too Russian Orthodoxy

and all the old Middle Eastern religions from past millennia

I seek this "Religion" perhaps as it, too, seeks me
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but, so far . . . I just cannot find it