Another major quake, this one a 7.8 (which is huge) in New Guinea . . . there have been three 7.0 or greater quakes in the past 24 hours

I said last week that I expected the major swarm I talked about last month to taper off a bit in a few weeks

but not until AFTER major quake activity THIS WEEK

how do I do this? because the Earth, like you and I, "responds" to the emotions and actions of those around HER

she is out of balance because her NEIGHBORS are out of balance

for those who have followed my predictions for both the "global economy" and "earth changes", you may have noticed that when I do say stuff is "heating up", usually it does

the reason: because the collective emotional "body" registers on TILT and so since the TILT is coming, it is a bit of "reverse-engineering" to see what is likely to cause it

the "Economy" and Earthquakes BOTH are tied in to the emotional climate of people; when people are too far out of whack, the economy goes out of whack

so, too, does MOTHER EARTH shake and bake

I was truly sad to see this -- although honestly I have expected this for some time. A true warrior, with the intellect and drive to connect dots others could not

Michael C. Ruppert was special -- but for all who walk this path, it is a solitary path; I felt his loneliness and to keep going, keep fighting

is not so easy; to go against the "machine" and be seen as a leader in that fight, with little support, no one really to love

this walk gets "complicated"

it is not all about thinking -- something for which you were so beautifully equipped; it is also about feeling and it was obvious you FELT things on such a deep level

deeper than most could go or even imagine

I have felt this on many levels in my own life; being a voice for things others may be afraid to say. It isn't easy because there are days in which you just want to kick back, have a beer, kiss a pretty girl and find some peace

Depression is a complicated thing as well; I have talked about my own battles with Depression (with a capital "D") and understand what it must have been like for you, to see what others refuse to see and be brave enough to keep saying it

knowing the shit storm sure to follow; being a voice is important

finding love is also important . . . I am honestly quite sad at Michael's passing, truly sad. This man was one of a kind

not easily replaced 

all respect, always, from me to you -- the few exchanges we had were special for me. I believe your work changed the world, truly I do

and for that, we are all eternally grateful

not all relationships that "don't work" necessarily are "bad"

each of us brings our own bucket of pain; each of us runs the risk of pouring from that bucket

and shattering the safety nets of those we love; it is human nature

love is the arena in which we are least equipped to "succeed" yet it is the arena, too, in which we may find the greatest joy

love those you've loved, even after they have gone

there was a reason you loved them; it didn't go away

your bucket of pain, perhaps, just overflowed and washed away the core of how you loved them

this process runs both directions; their pain, their history, may have blinded them in ways they couldn't fully control

and their buckets may have flowed, unimpeded, towards you and washed away their love for you

if we could always stay at a high level, fully awake, our self-esteems fully secure

surely, we would; but that is not always possible

this is a hard one, I know -- a lesson with which many of us (me included) struggle; but it is a vital one, as well

forgive, love, move forward

not everything we do is 100 % "conscious"; forgive and live to love again

Some psychics seem to have "specialties" -- maybe they speak with the dead, or do murder cases, or talk to your pets

sometimes this is by design; other times it just "shows up"

my specialty, in looking back over my "career" seems, quite obviously, to be

sexual abuse 

this is such a pervasive issue in the world today; before becoming a professional psychic back in the 1980's, I had ZERO idea not only how common this was but how destructive

there is rarely a week that goes by in which I do not speak with someone who is dealing with the echoes of this tragic underbelly of their world

and, in what must be an odd choice, a straight male who played killers and FBI agents in films and was famous for having lots of "girl friends"

has been the choice of hundreds and hundreds of women over the years as they attempt to "deal" with what "happened to them"

incredibly this is something for which I must have a strong aptitude and empathy

there is a too too common theme that emerges in these conversations

and in getting to the root of the issue, one must also deal with the complexity of how the event is remembered and "judged"

what often happens is the "victim" is "convinced" of her guilt

this is also "by design" and not only do women (and occasionally men; although the ratio of women to men is staggering, probably 20 to 1, or more) suffer from the act itself

they are doubly punished by being made to feel (and own) some complicity

in the acts themselves

I will often say to someone, in a session . . . imagine there is a 4 year old girl who lives across the street. you learn what has happened to her and maybe is continuing to happen to her

do you think this child is "guilty of anything?"

and of course the answer is an emphatic "NO !!"

well then, how could YOU be guilty of anything if you were in a similar circumstance ?? 

sexual abuse is such a terrible thing; we live in a culture in which this is both widespread and not taken seriously . . . all at the same time

I am not sure WHY this is my "core specialty" . . . but I take this quite seriously

for those of you who may have suffered this as young women (or men), please know I understand how this has likely impacted you

and your abilities to process . . . and to trust

I understand what this has done and perhaps, more than any other reason, this is why so many people with this same history, continue to find me

it was not my choice to have this show up over and over on my doorstep; just as, for sure, it was not a choice for women to suffer this terrible invasive act

but, for whatever reason . . . it continues and it does appear that, more than all other things

this is MY "specialty" :(

You have come in to this world in order to find a partner, whether that be a tree or a bird or a three toed sloth or what you would call a romance. The integration of the Divine Essence is made whole through stepping in to that space between . . . the external drum beat which separates the physical shell from the surrounding ether. Only by allowing that external thought in to the internal physical shell can one become open to wholeness.

Because wholeness, the live recognition that all within is accomplished through connection without, is the beauty of this world and that beauty is the wish of the Divine Creator. To breath a still sweet breath through your nostrils, that is bliss and for that you are alive. Each breath is a gift and it is through the breath that one steps in to this confirmation of Divine Love.

All things, all beings, all rays of light, are connected through a magnetic pulse. This pulse vibrates at various frequencies. Each change in vibratory levels awakens new sounds, smells, sensations -- literally a hum that is a whisper from God. Opening to these higher frequencies is accomplished first by opening to the world around you, in its natural state.

Love, piety, kindness . . . all are expressions of high vibratory states. Each thought directed outwards, each act of kindness, each aha moment seeing a child or a puppy or a rainbow or noble acts or heroic deeds -- there is nothing "hokey" about this, it is allowing the highest frequency of love to ooze in to your skin.

You can feel it in the skin . . . vibrating.

Try this . . . smell a flower or rub a piece of fruit along the side of your arm. Test the types of responses you feel. Each opening of the heart -- either through touch or taste or vision -- allows that higher frequency to "find you". You cannot find it, it finds you . . . because you send out "light beams", like an inner sonar system, that lets God know where you are.

Opening to nature, opening to Love . . . it sends out a signal to the universe that you are ready for a higher frequency. That is the path to enlightenment, the recognition that all is filled with this beautiful pulsing Divine Golden Light and knowing, and feeling, its gentle pulse beating strongly and confidently within :)

You meet someone; you want to KNOW if there is a "vibe"

you have their birthday . . . what do you LOOK for ??

strong conjunctions or 150 degree aspects (with an orb of 1 degree, 2 max)

the more conjunctions and quincunx (150 degree) aspects between your charts, the more "likely" you are "soul mates"

maybe this is good, maybe this is a roto-rooter to your soul

if you have none, but have tight trines or oppositions, there is still the possibility of a strong mutual connection

but they, in my opinion, are not "true" soul mates

also, the orbs need to be TIGHT

the conjunction AND the quincunx are the 2 strongest "markers" of karmic "ties"

they tell the story most clearly; they are the strongest indicators of past life connections

'tis true, 'tis true

Most relationships fail for one simple reason: what you want isn't on the menu

and your partner, no matter how big your sign, still perhaps feels as if you will serve a side salad when it is pretty clear you've only got cheeseburgers and chocolate shakes

if you show up, and are happy with what's there (because you KNOW what's there) . . . then things work

but if you sit down and think, even though it says STEAK HOUSE plain as day on the front door

that you'll be ordering Sushi

well then you're gonna be disappointed

I look at past relationships, and perhaps you should, too

in much the same way Edison looked at his effort to create the light bulb

“I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work.” 
― Thomas Edison

an optimist . . . and, on top of that, after seeing how it DIDN'T work

guess what . . . the light bulb, literally, goes off 

he didn't give up, he kept his faith and . . .

voila, you / I / we NOW

can SEE 

Imagine a lover who actually pays attention to your needs; someone who is responsive to your touch, aware of your moods . . . someone who is encouraging, inspiring, for the most part non-judgmental, who listens to what you say, reaches out when you're feeling blue. Someone who is . . .

Awake.

Imagine a relationship in which your self-esteem is strengthened rather than crushed, your sense of security enhanced, your sense of purpose encouraged . . . a relationship with a partner who says "be who you are, because I will be here".

Imagine it.

Many people, sadly, cannot imagine it. Their history has been littered with too many disappointments, too many lies and half-truths, emotions that are changeable, triggers long hidden that are quickly (and unexpectedly) pulled, old wounds reborn . . . this in addition to the tides of change possibly raging from the outside world -- money, war, job loss, illness.

It's not easy to be in love.

But I believe you can LEARN to be a better partner (and therefore increase your chances of finding your beloved), just as I believe you can learn to be a better tennis player or violinist. There are a few "skills" which go a long way in helping allow that to happen: active listening is one of the most important.

For psychics, one of the biggest problems most young or amateur psychics have is they can't detach when something "reminds" them of something else. They may have a vague notion of someone and that "someone" reminds them of another person from their past -- a person who may illicit certain emotions in the psychic (due to their shared history) that "distort" the ability of the psychic to be fully present and see that individual "as they are".

Most of us can probably see how this relates to relationships; one of the partners hears something that triggers The History Channel to suddenly turn on and, before long, the emotions coming to the surface have nothing to do with what's being said -- they are, instead, reactions to something from the past . . . not so good, of course, for the present.

Listening skills, in combination with a sense of calmness (which can also be enhanced through a concentrated. focused effort), increase the likelihood that your reactions to your partner are grounded in a positive "NOW" as opposed to a battleground of memories and old baggage that will soon distort and potentially cripple the current bonds you may have.

All of us can find love -- ONCE WE STOP looking for it to be our "answer". No other person can love YOU enough to make you love YOURSELF. That is something only you can do . . . and until that happens, no partner will EVER be "it".

But, little by little, you CAN work to maximize your "love potential" and increase the probability of love and happiness walking in to your life . . . and staying for awhile.

all "issues" ultimately are issues of self-love

it is the core "failure" that leads people, more than all others, to consult "psychics"

it is also the hardest issue to "overcome"

yet, until one finds some sense of self-acceptance, life will (sadly) be a series of hard left turns into oncoming traffic

we are taught to hate ourselves; it is everywhere . . . we must learn though, instead, to value our essence and be patient with ourselves as we move, slowly, forward

towards forgiveness