my latest mad scientist unified field theory of consciousness wet toes in the cosmic sea

. . . time dilation and bio-feedback

I am making this up as I go -- but I persist in my folly that I will figure "something" out to address how, exactly, I am able to predict events with a fair amount of accuracy

which, in most schools of classical physics, would not be deemed "possible"

it comes down to looking at how changing one's internal rhythms changes the speed with which one "interacts" with consciousness

thus explaining, perhaps, how one person only sees today and another somehow sees next Tuesday

simultaneously sharing a similar spacetime yet moving at different relative speeds

the normal functional variable to kick start this is a change in "space" -- thus impacting "relative speed"

but if there was a way to consciously change speeds, would that work the opposite direction ??

is a change in "internal motion" a vehicle for concurrently existing in multiple space(s), thus explaining (in a crazy way)

remote viewing . . . anyway, I know your heads are aching

but eventually I hope to "figure it all out"

there is perhaps madness to my method -- but method as well to the madness

there has to be a means through which this bolt into the future is facilitated

I keep poking away, looking in dark holes (literally)

there is a bolt of light that goes there; I keep plugging in different lamps hoping, ultimately, not only to see it

but to catch it, too, wrap it up and carry it home

like a lightning bug in a glass jar

to be in sync with the energy necessary to have a "healthy relationship"

sometimes you must first decide you are unwilling to "settle" for one

. . . that is "unhealthy"

a choice, typically a courageous choice

but it is the best option for long-term happiness

you may end up with nothing; but a chance at something good

is better (so it would seem) than settling for something you don't

with no chance for improvement

When looking at the "possibilities" inherent within a potential connection with another person, astrology is one of the best tools we have for a quick X-Ray

into the foundation-level elements likely to play out over the course of that specific interaction

relationships have "built in" blueprints of probablity -- and psychological and emotional base points that are (a) likely to play out in a certain way

and (b) also likely to be "lit up" by the other person, as either a "challenge" or "reward" . . . most likely, of course, a bit of both

if you know where to look, astrology has a lot to say !!

one of those places to look is the middle point mathematically between the natal placement of 2 particular planets -- literally the half-way point between them

Astrological mid-points are an important, and sort of magical, diagnostic tool, including the old, traditional "Arabic Parts", like "The Part of Fortune" or "The Part of Spirit", along with dozens of others

one of the most significant and valuable uses of mid-point analysis relates (as you might imagine) to synastry ("Relationship Astrology") and identifying "soul mate" types of connections

what is there? is there something significant or is it luke warm, a passing train in the night?

astrology can give us quite a few clues as to how far the train goes, and who gets on it !!

mid-point analysis will often give an additional layer of insight not readily available at first glance when comparing planetary intra-aspects

for example, people with planets conjuncting or opposing your Sun / Moon mid-point or Venus / Mars mid-point often "show up" in ways that suggest "past life" ties

astrology is about "intensity" and the mathematical harmonics of astrology is revealed not so much in sign "compatibility" as in the tightness of the "angles"

between planets in each person's natal chart -- the key is the closeness of the degree measures ("orbs") between the planets in one chart

when overlayed with the planets of the partner

tight mathematical harmonics between one person's natal chart and the mid-point chart of another (and vice versa) add a high-level of probability to the connection being "significant" in some way

not all relationships are significant to both parties -- but the potential "energy" waiting to be unleashed (because that is one meaningful way to think of partnerships)

is right there, looking back at you, when comparing the charts

side by side

Certainly as a "professional psychic" it is imperative that I stay as calm as possible, not only during a "reading"

but throughout the day

the likelihood of my being able to work at a high-level is enhanced by this state of calmness

some people like to do things to "inspire themselves" and one of the tactics some may choose is to rev up their worlds, turn the chaos-meter to "high" and let that "motivate them"

I believe this approach is counter-productive to a state of being in which one can be both "in the moment" and "in the zone"

I live my life, as much as possible, in a manner designed to diminish the chaos in my life

this means I try not to invite chaotic people into my world, nor hold viewpoints in which revenge or "getting even" in any way is part of my state of mind

this DOES NOT mean that I don't love or embrace friends in stressful sitiuations; it means I do my best not to add to that

nor seek out people whose primary skill is bringing disruption

I have a high degree of self-confidence, which helps quite a bit . . . not just as a psychic but in most areas of life

this also adds to my power to stay centered and calm (as much as possible)

anything you do -- give a reading, play a sport, act in a play, talk to your children, deal with a hectic day at work . . . anything you do

you will find that your performance level goes up if you can stay calm -- and, on top of that, your stamina will also improve

you not only will perform at a higher level, you won't get as tired, either

life is about choices

my choices revolve as much as possible around staying centered, not only because I want to work at the highest level possible

I want to also deal with others in the most balanced way possible

I have learned this lesson after many years of being in "relationships" that were very intense, filled with "drama"

the sex was great, the cost, though, even greater

in retrospect, perhaps not the wisest course of action

love yourself; that is my advice (and I realize this, truly, is the hardest thing one can do -- yet it is critical to moving forward "into your light") . . . and in doing so, it is likely you will also choose a path forward in which you can find some bit of inner peace

I can be a pretty good psychic under the most stressful whacked out situations you could imagine

but by living a life (now) in which I make conscious choices to stay centered, as opposed to seeking "excitement" and/or "external motivation"

I am better, not only as a psychic, but as a human being, as well

far too often -- and I see it and talk about it with someone pretty much every week

women who have been abused in some way as young girls

will be magnetized to relationships in which that abuse continues -- as they cannot recognize the magic they bring

and they are subject to be in relationships in which the man's "goal" is to make sure the woman never understands just how magical she truly is

the women "can't see it" -- because they have been "taught" something else

and the men they attract often can't hang with the woman at full-strength, so they try to "keep" them off balance so they don't recognize their husband / boy friend is a dodo head

and either (a) leave or (b) push them to "be better"

this is a tragedy and a tragedy that is widespread

sometimes women with this background will seek out men to help them re-write their internal "scripts"

but being unconsious of the magnititude of reaction, as well as the true inception point of the attitudes leading to dysfunction

they will revert to patterns in which they are seeking someone to "convince" them this script is incorrect

but no amount of "convincing" will change their minds -- as they are unaware of why they think this way

this entire "process" is a bandaid on a broken bone

in the context of a "psychic reading" I am pretty good (I think, anyway) in helping women expolore this

but as a "boy friend" this is not a place in which I care to go

I refuse to be the therapist boyfriend as I have been there too many times

. . . to meet me half-way, the woman has to have done her own work before she shows up

at least on some level

I ain't all that -- but I AM fairly self-aware

and I have a better idea not only of my own buttons but also who is likely to push them

I try to avoid those situations in which they can be pushed

. . . you give up one thing in hopes of getting something better, later, in return

for women, as they became more fully "conscious" of where their "buttons" are -- and what is likely to push them

they can make choices as to who to "invite" into their world -- the same holds true for men, too

each of us (certainly true for me) has likely done some silly things in past relationships that were "grounded" in unconscious, compensatory "beliefs"

PLANTED

when we were children -- as we "evolve" and understand this, we can "choose" to (a) stop trying to fix others and, more importantly (b) stop allowing others into our world

who want to "fix us"

The Bible . . . and Psychics

. . . if psychic ability is (as, of course, I believe it is) "legit"

and really IS a "gift from God"

then what does that DO to the "argument" that psychic ability is something that comes "from the Devil" ??

There are a LOT of people, myself certainly on that list, who have been forced to "deal" with a lot of internal conflict because of the "limiting beliefs" (about "psychic ability")

forced upon us due to "Christian dogma"

needless to say, after all these years of struggling to understand "why", I have come to the conclusion that these ideas are self-serving for those professing them and so I nowhave the psychic "Get out of Jail Free" card

but most of us have had to deal with this our whole lives -- not much different emotionally from being Gay in a Christian family

no one understands and everyone "condemns" BASED on somebody else's interpretation of "Christianity"

I'm over it -- but I am a pretty self-aware character . . . and it took me 35 years to get here

others are still struggling with this -- and it is NOT fair to them

I believe -- can't "prove it" but it is what makes the most "sense to me"

"cellular memories" are stored within the body that are PAST-LIFE driven and it is through the "triggering" of these cellular memories that I believe our "karma" is "initiated"

(which, to me, is a drive or instinct "towards experiences" that will help "refine" our soul "growth" due to the actions we take -- and the attitudes and emotions associated with those actions and the "responses" those actions elicit)

so, in English -- your need for certain types of "experiences" may be pretty much hard-wired from jump

and that drive towards finding whatever within you NEEDS TO BE FOUND

is the primary vehicle through which "karma" and soul "growth" are facilitated

I haven't fully defined the how and why, of course

but, to me, these "past life" memories, if they are physically housed in the body, as I believe they are -- perhaps passed on as part of our DNA (how, for example, does it always seem as if people reincarnate looking much the same, with similar body types?)

have to be "housed" someplace and have to be "transported" some how

and if housed within our DNA's, as I suspect they are, they are potentially available to all of us to "remember", provided other memories and attitudes don't fully "drown out" these faint echoes from the past

if so, is this thing that reincarnates what we call "the soul"

and is the soul, then, really these memories and instincts hard-wired in to our body through the DNA strands ??

I think, more and more, that perhaps it is

people are meant to be "given information" when they are meant to have it

. . . and not a minute before

Fate, God, spiritual "evolution", Angelic or Divine "visions"

all these things have a time line, like a little ball dropped from God that starts the mouse trap rolling

you can't push the river . . . but you can keep walking along the riverside searching for the best place to catch the "flow"

that you can do . . . and, perhaps, that search for the spot along the shore to sit is good enough

because if you sit in the right place, with the right attitude and level of awareness, the river will flow to you

and bring you what you need, even if you didn't know (or couldn't possibly have imagined)

that "thing you need" was dropped in the river long ago, just floating along

heading towards where you're sitting

there is no path to "Enlightenment" without other people

. . . typically, the drive to understand what makes us tick often will lead us away from "the herd"

but there are lots of us in the same boat; marching to similar beats

time to embrace that unique voice within . . . and find your / our tribe(s)

there are (I bet) lots of people who also hear this "inner voice" but are afraid-- because of the louder, more insistent voices all around them

telling them not to go there

when, all along, they wanted to follow that song that only they could hear

we who have walked this path a few steps already should try to reach out to share our stories about finding the "courage"

to speak up

coming out as a psychic is not much different than coming out as being gay

it raises a shit storm with too many people and those of us who have "come out" and been embraced, across the board

are likely in the minority

and gay psychics -- oh my :)

those who choose drama as opposed to choosing some semblance of balance

who have chaos all around them

. . . always do so

not because circumstances dictate that is their only choice

but, instead, because they "like drama"