Blog Archives - Andrew Brewer

Caution Light

9/3/2020

my 40 plus year "journey" of trying to understand the "stuff I saw in my head" led me down a gigantic rabbit hole of alternative theories and New Age movements

and I have seen (and read about even more), how best to say this . . . a lot of crazy shit

one of the more fascinating parts of this journey were all the metaphysical and Magickal theories I discovered coming out of Germany from 1890 to 1933 . . . I was drawn to these like a giant magnet sucking me from above

and since GERMANY is my #karma (although I didn't know this "at the time"), I snorted all this information like a heroin addict in a SuperWalmart of heroin

because, honestly, it is interesting as fuck

especially when seen in the context of the social chaos and artistic magic of the time

many of the early supporters of Hitler came from these "magic(k)al schools" (irony alert: "do the research")

and as I came to understand the political inclinations of many of the adherents of these "mystery schools", I was initially shocked, then dismayed, then pissed the fuck off (in that order)

this same Ultima Thule (look it up) kind of "thang" (like everything in Nazi Germany, imo) is happening all over again now . . . #here

the thing about Magick is that it is easy for the "beginner" to want to whip up some stuff for themselves

and make it all about personal power and miss the parts about balance and personal "growth"

this same stuff, imo

is being replicated today with "New Agers" jumping on the QaCON bandwagon and they are becoming political behind the scenes "influencers" just like the Instagram models and lifestyle "influencers" selling products we see all over the internet

this is not significantly different (other than the means of sharing information) than what we saw a hundred years ago in Central Europe

I get why people want to have some pipeline to "hidden knowledge" and as an "occultist" pretty much my whole life

I understand the draw

of going down these roads

but whatever initial impulse was there to study the occult, it is a dangerous road on which to walk

and one can easily be seduced (or attacked) when walking through the side streets in the big city

QaCON is nothing new

and the dangers of falling into this "hole" also nothing new

but the political component of "what's in it for me" may soon overwhelm the initial spiritual aspirations of the neophyte

and if that happens, they will find themselves in a very dark place, far far from home

hash tag #caution

Map of the Future

9/2/2020

so, my predictions + "outline of the future" and what (I think) it all means as regards to what I said 5 years ago and how it did (or did not) come to pass

did I know specifics about trump or Covid 19 five years ago? Of course not . . . but these are secondary concerns in the grand scheme of things

so why do I say that?

there are events (triggers) and there are the issues that may result . . . so having people support trump isn't about trump, it is about the general population and the manner in which they conduct "their business"

different way of going about one's business, on a collective level -- and there is NO TRUMP to worry about

so trump is not the problem -- the emotional foundation of the American people is "the problem" and the things that would come about as a result of "that" ALLOW trump to be a "complication" . . . and, yes, I outlined all this in great detail years and years ago

Covid 19 is a problem but so is a tornado and if you have resources in place to deal with the after effects you move on as best you can and rebuild and move forward

the "issue" is not Covid 19 . . . Covid 19 is a problem, a causal agent

. . . the "scale" of this tornado's damage is the real dilemma, not Covid 19 but the way in which we "dealt" with Covid 19

the "real issue", then, is the lack of preparedness and the manner in which we responded

and the general lack of preparedness and our collective decision not to put resources into "recovery" but, instead, "double down" on "growth"

all this suggested a fairly easy answer to what happens if there is ever a serious crisis

because, again, Covid 19 is not the primary problem -- the "response" is the problem

people being openly racist and shooting each other in the streets -- this, again

is an outgrowth of the general population and the decisions (and we could chart and graph them 20 years or more leading up to this) about what is important and what "to do"

suggested these things we see now happening in practically every city were inevitable

when I predicted the housing crash and bank bailouts leading up to 2008, I was told this was "impossible"

but it was only impossible if your brain wouldn't #accept it as possible

the basic core fundamentals of physics and economics suggested it was also inevitable and it did just what I said it would do

and was "a surprise" only because people chose self-interest over reflection

and short-term gain over long-term stability

again, simple formulas

easy to chart

BUT

if the answer is not what you want to hear and taking action is more of a challenge than simply thinking "positive" and ignoring it

well, pay me now or pay me later

and here we are . . . the economy (again) seems to me headed the direction I suggested

as well as much of the madness happening live and 3D in cities all across America

I outlined all this, in detail, years ago

there is no doubt a little psychic "something" going on in what I see but the primary thrust of everything I predict is intellectual

more Sherlock Holmes than Nostradamus

remember, I went from nowhere to $292,000 a year as a process analyst in less than five years time because, truth is

I am actually kind of a smart dude

crazy maybe, not always the rock of stability, either but smart? yeah, I am probably intellectually "pretty smart"

a child prodigy with a crazy mother in a family of racist hillbillies

what, really, can you say to #that :)

I am not a prophet who "sees all" and am not going to get every detail

but, rather, an intuitive with a classical education in the Humanities who is fairly good at seeing how things might "go together"

the true bottom line question is always this: reality that you don't like and chose to ignore or the one you "create"

which one is "more real" ??

More thoughts on Covid 19 and Potential Neurological Issues

9/2/2020

When asked about the coronavirus back in the Winter, I initially "saw" (which is not omniscience but more akin to having a creative impulse that "comes to you" from somewhere) neurological problems as being a significant issue

and this didn't make much sense (to me) in the initial context of this being like the flu or pneumonia

but I kept seeing/feeling neurological complications

and when we think of circulatory problems it is not a great stretch to see those issues leading to neurological ones

if the brain is starved of blood, shit happens

I am sorry you have been through all this

I doubt initial tests were completely effective

because I would "guess" that this virus is not going to do the same thing to everyone

and it is possible that some "hosts" (ie people)

may be fertile ground and some people may not be a good meal and the virus doesn't get as much "nutrition"

there could be a lot of reasons why some people have problems with it and others don't

and these are not necessarily all genetic either

Covid 19 might find a better vacation spot in people with a higher body fat index

it might "get" some food from the #linings of the blood vessels so those with compromised circulatory systems might be like a juicy steak and others with strong clean vessels not so easy "to chew"

it might add volume to the blood when flowing along which could, if so (in theory), cause problems to people with partial blockages in the aorta, for example

people with heart palpitations might be revved up because it might cause the heart to beat even faster to move the "thicker" blood through the canals, etc etc etc

again, I am NOT an MD

and to further compound this (for me), I am always super cautious about being a "medical intuitive" in general (although it seems, and this is weird to me, actually, that I am really good at it when I allow myself "to go there")

and, to add to the misery quotient, for me I am most definitely PTSD about doctors after the fiasco with the daughter's death, likely due to a medical error

translated: for me to even think about someone's medical condition is "traumatic" for me

and to "go there", I have to move past this trauma to even begin to contemplate what I might "see"

anyway . . . I could go on forever

but I think people are just as likely to have CTE like issues long-term as problems with their lungs

also, the problems with amputations (to me) would make more sense (it would seem)

if we saw Covid 19 as compromising or attacking the circulatory system and perhaps creating a dam to stop the flow to extremities like feet and hands

hash tag #seeker

9/2/2020

My life has been an interesting mixture between ascetic monk and full on revved to the max wild child . . . with a period of parenthood in the middle that looked like a fairly "normal" time

being a father changed me and then losing a baby changed me again

throughout it all, the questions about God and "why are we here" + "how did we get here" never ceased; I still don't have answers

and sometimes this frustrates me

and sometimes this motivates me

and sometimes this crushes me

perhaps others can relate, perhaps not

everything I do, at its root, is about finding Peace with God, in whatever form that might take, even if there is NO GOD

I still try to find, and make, some peace with the concept

all my years buried in books were all attempts to find "resonance" (somehow) with emotions and imagery "in my head"

why does this picture keep coming to me ??

what does it mean? does it mean anything, important? how can I ever possibly find out?

would my life have been more "productive" or more entertaining had I not spent such a large part of it on this "quest"?

absolutely

but it is what was within me

and it has really been "my life"

and all the dead ends and "false positives" and mistake after mistake after mistake trying to identify and map "past lives", a long winding road on which I sail along, with no engine waiting for another stiff wind to carry me further

all part of my pursuit of some form of "certainty" as to who we are and where we come from

being a psychic means nothing -- it is a job, like being a waiter or driving a truck

the pursuit of the truth "behind" being intuitive, though, (to me) means everything

being psychic "enough" to make money at it and get some attention is a by-product, an after thought

figuring out where we came from, even though I still have no idea, is where (for me) #it all started

it is what drives me

and it is largely unconscious

and, as such, I am often hopping from place to place trying to "figure things out"

no different at 65 than at 24, still the same

and all I've learned (and I've learned plenty) is still not enough to answer my questions

hash tag #seeker

What was OLD is Now AGAIN

9/2/2020

Remember how I used to say it was going to get "crazy" and people would be tense as fuck and fighting in the streets
and that the 1930's would happen all over again, only HERE

because all the people from 1930's Germany reincarnated "in the United States"? . . . Sounded crazee at the time, didn't it? . . . Probably doesn't sound so crazy now . . . hash tag #choices

Rest in Peace, Dick Sutphen

9/2/2020

Dick Sutphen died earlier today. He was 83 years old. I have known Dick for many years and appeared on radio shows with him on panels, primarily about reincarnation, and also was a guest on his radio show, as well.

Sending my deepest sympathy to Dick's family and friends :(

A Supercomputer Analyzed Covid-19 — and an Interesting New Theory Has Emerged

9/2/2020

Corbie Mitleid sent me this, because I have been saying, all along (and it made no real sense when seen in the context of a "flu-like virus") that what I kept "seeing" were issues not only with the lungs but also with the circulatory system -- I keep seeing the blood vessels "light up" (which is Andy for "this is important; pay attention !!")

I said that I "believed" it likely attacked the circulatory system and, in essence, controlled the circulatory system (in some way) so I expected (and predicted) that blood and heart issues would, in my theory, be "an issue"

I said, straight off, that I believed Covid 19 #literally fucked up the blood vessels and this damage to the blood vessels would lead to other (and I am not an MD) problems, as a result

and that problems we might associate with a poison in the blood stream would (to me, anyway) likely replicate, on some level, what probably happens with Covid 19

I also said one group who would be especially vulnerable would be people who had hypertension or high blood pressure . . . I said this, too, back in March

every paragraph I read is TOTALLY in sync with my initial #vision

and is much closer to what I have been saying than what I have been "hearing"

so, sure . . . I think this is a very reasonable (and likely on the path to truth) analysis

https://elemental.medium.com/a-supercomputer-analyzed-covid-19-and-an-interesting-new-theory-has-emerged-31cb8eba9d63

Congressional investigation finds over $1 billion in PPP fraud

9/1/2020

when organized crime controls the Treasury Dept, the crime is organized

but not much else

hash tag #drain_the_swamp

Remember how I said months back not to expect continual supplemental unemployment or stimulus payments, because that was part of the "wave" to #deflect the looting of the Treasury Dept

and that "they" probably had stolen as much as they felt comfortable stealing (for now) and would suddenly become "fiscally responsible"

anyone with even half a brain KNEW this shit was happening . . . and has been happening for the past 3.5 years

#overIT

https://www.nbcnews.com/business/economy/congressional-investigation-finds-over-1-billion-ppp-fraud-n1239001?