all those years ago all the pretty little goth girls standing under awnings in the rain kissing me

and the little witch girls smiling and making me things telling me things and the moons all smile with a crooked smile

life death side by side like salt and pepper shakers or a pair of siamese kittens . . . and we kiss some more and it continues to rain and we choose to run and our long hair is wet and it all spins around fast

years later when so many of them have chosen self check out and you stand here looking around wondering why these beautiful fragile little girls so magical

couldn't bear to live

and you make your way, now, famous for "talking about death" but not like the little goth girls of 30 years past . . . a funny little dance

a beautiful corpse, many beautiful corpses a life most complicated
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full of things to "learn" but lessons who chooses what you need to know

one of the beauties of life is the ability to create from a vision . . . if you can see it (in theory) you can "do it"

these past few weeks have been "eye openers" on pretty much every level -- but the primary way in which my eyes have been pried open with a rusty pair of sharp pliers

deals with "relationships" and scripts

I know a lot about how these operate -- but don't always put what I "know" into play . . . this can only be reflective of a self-negating (at an extreme: self-destructive) "choice" I am making

whether this is fully conscious or not is open to debate . . . but there comes a point at which you must say "ok, I can see what's going on"

what should I "do" ??

and so the process of reinvention / realignment / rebirth

always for each of us this journey is a line from vision to acceptance to action

always the same train
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always

WOW :)

thank u, thank u Michael Vanderpool . . . this makes so much sense; this is also a very complicated and BOLD thing to do and so, once more, all respect from me to you
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I loved this . . . not everyone is willing to put it "out there" in this way. I truly appreciate your gift, truly truly I do !!

Doing a quick eyeballing of Hilary and "the Donald's" birth charts compared to the US birth chart (July 4, 1776)

one weird thing that jumps out is that Hilary's North Node is almost to the second conjunct Trump's Mid-Heaven (sort of a freaky deaky Twilight Zone kind of strangeness to me) and Hilary's Ascendant-Descendant line is right there, too . . . meaning it is the same as Trump's MC/IC . . . this is super odd (to me)

suggesting they have likely gone down this path before (karma karma karma karma karma chameleon)

I hate to say it -- because honestly I don't know who will win (sorry) although I am certainly rooting for Hilary
but Trump's natal chart is a far closer match to the natal chart of the United States

normally this would suggest he is the more likely "winner"

personally, I find this almost incomprehensible . . . yet his chart is the closer "match"

yet in another "irony" (hopefully as a way to off-set this statement), MY natal chart is actually a closer match than either of them
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so if I were running, I would surely beat them both !! :)

I clicked on a couple of videos on "anti-aging foods" and while I am a firm believer in diet as a core foundation of health

I did NOT want to look like any of the people posting the videos . . . so -- there you go

to me, your "emotional space" and state of mind is more important than anything

much as I believe in having a balanced diet -- very low sugar lots of fruits lots of protein . . . minimal alcohol and/or drugs

I am an even bigger proponent of the idea that attitude is the "key" to it all
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finding your inner unicorn is the ultimate driver (to me, anyway) of being healthy and "looking young"

My "score card" 6 months later . . . did what I "predict"

happen?

I said Gold and Silver prices would rise dramatically . . . Gold has gone up $249 an ounce, a 23 % gain

Silver has gone up 47 % in the past six months !! and I always have felt Silver, more than Gold, is the better hedge in "complex economic times"

so -- that we can count as yes

since January, more and more financial markets have developed overt newsworthy "issues" -- there is a potential meltdown with banking stocks across the globe and bank stocks (as I predicted many times over the past year) have lost close to 50% of their valuation

so where Gold and Silver are rising, bank stocks are tanking

there is talk now in the EU of the need for a 166 Billion Dollar "bail out" to save central banks, much like what we saw in 2008

and Deutsche Bank is looking at massive restructuring measures that are likely in contravention of EU labor laws

THAT should be entertaining !!

and if banks are that shaky, what does that do for everything else !!

there have also been numerous articles written over the past 60 days "worrying" about a potential crisis in real estate values

and China ?? so far it has stayed propped up (it's a big dragon, indeed) but the Dragon is sick and I still feel it will wobble soon enough

However, on Monday, Forbes Magazine posted an article entitled "China's Economy: Between A Rock and A Hard Place" . . . it is only a matter of time before "interesting times"

get interesting

as one domino falls, so (too) go the rest

so just like in 2007 and 2008 when all the "experts" said "no one could have predicted this"

I could pretty easily, and truthfully, say "well I DID -- so evidently somebody could !!"

I expect I will be able to say that same thing again

‪#‎soon‬ 

popcorn ready to munch

​www.andrew-brewer.com/my-blog/thoughts-on-the-economy-jan-13

just as "astral projection" is not a "strain" but rather a release . . . so, too

the development of psychic ability -- it is a seed that is dropped from the sky

you have no choice in where it's dropped; no choice on "if" it's dropped

but the watering of your "psychic soil" -- that's ALL you

. . . nurturing the seed is not substantially different than caring for the corn in the field

eliminate weeds (typically these are people and their "attitudes"), give it the nourishment it needs (one good thing is plenty of space in which to grow, so it is not "crowded")

and kick back

you can't pull the seed from the ground because you decide you want corn on the cob this evening

same too with psychic "ability" -- it grows when the conditions are right

on "it's schedule"

but once the seed has fully matured, then you can enjoy the fruit whenever you choose

bottom line -- there are no short cuts
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it's a natural process, that develops in "God's time"

soul mates: we typically find someone "shows up" whose "behavior" sheds light on a question to which our "subconscious" needs an answer

in English -- as you work through your issues, FATE often times throws a mirror into your path

look into the mirror, see the subconscious' "reflection"

learn -- or repeat
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is is up to you

wo points on which I was very specific . . . (1) an upcoming "crisis" in Europe, most noticeably in the financial markets

which leads to a political "crisis", as well as a likely rise in right-wing "nationalistic" political movements

and (2) a tremendous drop in the valuations of bank stocks

both these things are happening right now. . . which (to me) suggests that the rest of my "vision of the future" seems likely to happen, as well

soul mate lesson #45068 . . . dealing with someone still "stuck" in a recent past relationship

this is a common theme in life, of course -- and certainly a common element of soul mate "attraction"

typically, this situation will give you plenty of opportunities to show compassion but is a potential open field filled with hidden explosives

and sometimes people who may "seem perfect" . . . if only XYZ hadn't "just happened"

show up BECAUSE XYZ did just happen

you have a choice here -- you can can curse the heavens that magic has been taken from you or be thankful that you've shared some "heart space"

and accept this sharing is there to help them later on . . . with someone else

and help YOU, too . . . because you needed what they gave you just as they needed whatever was given to them, for however long this may have been

the hard part for a lot of people is wanting them to benefit from the experience; hurt feelings can lead to negative feelings pretty quickly !!

but this is the absolute worst way in which to respond; take the high road, stay in your power and own that there is something magical in you that attracted the "lesson" in the first place

in English, don't make this about "ego"

stay in a space of emotional "balance" (as much as you can, as quickly as possible)

in situations like this, 99 times out of a 100, the trains will go down separate tracks but that spark you've sparked ideally will serve some purpose for them at a later time

you each weren't able to fully step into "common space" and whatever pieces of your personalities that were "triggered"

are showing up as indicators to you (and them) of things that may need working on

quite often, this experience is a door opener to a second better experience soon after

love them and wish them well

and move on . . . to the one who most typically follows right behind

soul mates are rewards . . . or they're lessons

and there is no way of knowing -- NO WAY . . . until some time has passed

but even if it turns out to be lesson rather than the prize you'd hoped for

it still, eventually, will be seen
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as a ‪#‎reward‬