these past few weeks have been "eye openers" on pretty much every level -- but the primary way in which my eyes have been pried open with a rusty pair of sharp pliers
deals with "relationships" and scripts
I know a lot about how these operate -- but don't always put what I "know" into play . . . this can only be reflective of a self-negating (at an extreme: self-destructive) "choice" I am making
whether this is fully conscious or not is open to debate . . . but there comes a point at which you must say "ok, I can see what's going on"
what should I "do" ??
and so the process of reinvention / realignment / rebirth
always for each of us this journey is a line from vision to acceptance to action
always the same train