our daughter was stillborn (even though she was BEYOND full term) and as many of you know, this destroyed my life for a long time, maybe that long time is truly #forever (still TBD)
the emotional destruction of losing this child, when we had so looked forward to her, is crippling . . . imagine if this pain would NOW be combined with an invasive questioning from legal authorities if you #miscarried that you had done something not only wrong, but #illegal
one of the big logical conundrums I faced in 2006 was that, legally, our daughter Lehna never existed
she was a pimple I guess because she wasn't a child -- no death certificate . . . A NON EVENT
and the fact that a multi-billion dollar hospital chain, where I also concurrently happened to be an executive with personal sign-off on $180 Million Dollars ($15 Million per month), could "misplace" her fetal heart monitor strip and stall for a year in attempts to avoid responsibility for inadequate care
is just "too bad" -- nothing to be done, just one of those things
if, however, we had "done something" wrong, not knowingly, then we might have been in trouble
and this was in 2006 -- a VERY different time than today
all this is a lead-up to what is being included in this heinous "moral" movement to #police women's bodies
so as to scare women into not stepping into their power by smalldickwhiteboys who want to promote their hillbilly neo-nazi fantasies
and can't stand the thought of a woman being smarter than they are -- so they intend to (continue to) limit her in any way they can
the pain of losing a child is incredible -- nothing I know can compare to it
can we really now create conditions in which this pain is now combined with the fear that a woman will be #blamed for something out of her control
by "witch hunters" who know nothing
about her actual experience or heart
this is truly #madness
truly madness
what have we become ??
we're monsters and that is the gospel truth :(