and I worked and trained and read books and meditated sometimes 6-8 hours a day . . . for 8 YEARS
before I did a single paid reading (this, btw, 8 years AFTER being told by everyone that I was a psychic prodigy wonderboy). . . and even doing that was an "accident" that only happened because I was trying to pick up a beautiful woman in a book store . . . and I ended up with the both the woman and a new "career path"
but . . you don't just go "oh I watched the first two seasons of 'Medium' -- I think this is what I was called to do"
it takes P R A C T I C E