that sometimes throws us into a short-term deep freeze in what must seem (as it did TO ME) like a prison sentence in the pits of Hell
"karma -- why u be so mean?" . . . you may be (legitimately it may seem) asking . . . but if you continue to move forward, the light source will peak through the haze of the tunnel
and lead you out
and after Pluto's dark kiss, you are either broken or transformed
the breaks can be glued back together and once this happens, and the glue has time to set for a bit and become solid once more
it is then that your power is most fully at your fingertips
you die to find life . . . the more dramatic and painful the dying, often the more amazing and life-affirming
the #rebirth