the pearl of great price is not easily found

if (in theory, of course) there is a spiritual power "bigger" than you as an individual

one with which you are in constant (yet largely unconscious) alignment, a reciprocity of energy

that, were it to be more fully consciously realized, would potentially give you mental and emotional reservoirs of power

that the average person wouldn't have access to

would that source of energy -- if discovered

be worth some effort

in seeking some type of "merger"?

this is the question, really, of all magickians, occultists, and alchemists

it is also my question . . . and my "theories" (and whatever "skills" I have [re]discovered and refined along the way as I "look")

continue to lead me towards actual tangible "discoveries"

and the benefits that go along with it

this is my rationale for continuing to go down this road

when I burn away the final pile of twigs and leaves that fell from the family tree of childhood dysfunction

and can more fully walk in "knowledge" without stooping so much to the family "legacy"

as I move into this "space", my world changes

a process anyone can do -- so long as they are dedicated focused and uber-courageous

it can be done . . . but it can't be done without effort

FOCUSED effort

"the pearl of great price is not easily found"