one with which you are in constant (yet largely unconscious) alignment, a reciprocity of energy
that, were it to be more fully consciously realized, would potentially give you mental and emotional reservoirs of power
that the average person wouldn't have access to
would that source of energy -- if discovered
be worth some effort
in seeking some type of "merger"?
this is the question, really, of all magickians, occultists, and alchemists
it is also my question . . . and my "theories" (and whatever "skills" I have [re]discovered and refined along the way as I "look")
continue to lead me towards actual tangible "discoveries"
and the benefits that go along with it
this is my rationale for continuing to go down this road
when I burn away the final pile of twigs and leaves that fell from the family tree of childhood dysfunction
and can more fully walk in "knowledge" without stooping so much to the family "legacy"
as I move into this "space", my world changes
a process anyone can do -- so long as they are dedicated focused and uber-courageous
it can be done . . . but it can't be done without effort
"the pearl of great price is not easily found"