once you make the decision as to what you want to "do" in your life, then you move into alignment with a certain "emotional space"
that decision is the move -- and making a decision is ALWAYS the "complication"
. . . from that point on, the only real "issue"
is whether you let fear influence your sense of "there-ness"
(a synonym for your "centeredness") and kick you off course
at which point the whole cycle of making a decision starts all over
example -- you decide you want to be an actor; people give you shit -- "have you been in any plays, are you on TV ??" etc etc etc
some times these questions make you question yourself, and therefore question if you made the right choice
if these "inquiries" cause you to "second guess" your decision, then truthfully you haven't really made a decision
you're simply shopping for what's on the "approved" list of choices
always a bad plan . . . and a guaranteed "time killer", as well
but it is the decision, followed by the recognition that in whatever state you find yourself
this is where you "fit"
it is that recognition that changes your life
because it is the "fear" that you dont belong "there"
that causes most of your issues
and consciously you will work through them as they arise -- some easy, some pains in the ass
but the sense of "being there" is the hard part
once you decide -- then everything that follows is a task, not a burden
this, to me, is the key -- knowing you belong, because you made the decision this is who you are and what you're going to DO
don't look for results -- these are out of your control
make a decision about what you want to do . . . and then it is all a series of steps
no emotional turmoil, only a series of tasks to keep moving forward
my decision is not whether or not to "be a psychic" --- that is a detail, a step along a bigger path, one on which I am completely clear
my choice is to live a life in which I explore how past lives work and what it all means
if being a psychic helps feed me or helps me connect to others who may help me on that path, that is wonderful
sometimes I debate whether I am better served doing that or designing test plans for software implementations
but those are details -- I am "clear" about what I am doing
however, I never question my true "path"
fear of judgment is what makes people search for meaning -- what they are really saying is I don't know if enough people will support my choice
maybe I should make one they will like better
but ultimately that "cycle" only feeds upon itself
one of the "problems" people "collide with" -- and why I have "job security" as a psychic
is they have been "taught" their choices either (a) don't matter or (b) are never correct
this is an emotional land mine and not always so easy to work through
you are not "allowed" the freedom to choose and when you start to make choices the group doesn't "like" well they do those things they "do" in order to get you to conform
but, honestly, Mastery is an outgrowth of choice
not everything is going to be easy, but it is the choice that changes your world, for the better
Mastery is, on one level, moving into alignment with an emotional centeredness in which fear doesn't dissuade you from your purpose
nor negatively influence you powers to focus
most people have 90 things going on in their head all the time; a "Master" can more easily tune that "noise" out and do what needs to be done to move forward
make your CHOICE and then, truly, it is simply a series of tasks
the emotional "crisis" is, by and large, over
and that, by and large, is what it is "all about" :)