self helper

what sometimes is seen as a "darkness within us" is actually just a hidden child, trying to escape and taking on camouflage in order somehow to survive

in transmuting the hiding function into a means for survival, sometimes we as children, somehow, actually take on the chameleon-like attributes of the mask we initially created to keep us safe

hidden in darkness, the light that was there all along may not be so apparent -- but it IS there

I have thought about what "I do"

and how I do it . . . as there is zero doubt that I am a very STRANGE psychic in the ways in which I go about doing whatever it is I DO

childhood can break many of us and even though we are stitched together in such a way that the fracture doesn't slow us down

it is still there, potentially a point of vulnerability

and with minor chronic injuries we often do damage to other areas of the body while trying to protect the area initially injured; this is why baseball pitchers with problems in the legs so often end up destroying their arms

I want to find the original fracture point, not that I can heal the original fracture, because I can't

what I CAN do though is help identify what people did (and usually still do) to protect the original fracture

and even more importantly shine a light on the brightness hidden within that may have been distorted by the mask(s) we originally created to protect us as children

this is what I do

and I initially developed the means for doing this

because I couldn't find anyone, much as I wanted and needed to find them

who could help me do this for myself