gift giving

all these years I have looked at being a "psychic" the way you might look at working at the bank right out of college

you really want to be a professional moto-cross racer but you need something to do and you are always ready to quit and tell everyone you're just doing it until your other thing "takes off"

and then one day you wake up and realize, in spite of trying to leave all the time, you're President of the Bank and can't quite figure out how you got here :)

such is my "career" in Psychic World

however, since I kept getting "promoted" perhaps it is time to acknowledge I must have really liked being in the bank all along

to that end, it is time to call it like "it is"

this is a "Gift from God" and for who knows what reason Santa put this under my tree

and I will be treating it as a "gift" from now on

I did 3 different sessions last night in which I was an actual "full on" MEDIUM; I have resisted this like the plague my entire life for a whole host of reasons

the primary one being it is too easy to take advantage of people's grief and I was still "grieving pretty hard" myself

I always joked I didn't want to be in the halls of the dead and have all my relatives start running down the halls to talk to me

I didn't like talking to them so much when they were alive :)

anyway -- I have "developed" however I've developed and I just have to accept there is "a reason"

and give in
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a gift it is