As I "wake up" 100 days after my mother's death and start to connect the dots of my childhood together . . . divorced from the constant "chatter" that went along with my life before
and (finally) give myself permission to call what it is "what it is" . . . I see that most of my "work" wasn't about finding God or finding past lives or anything other than trying to find a "normal" childhood "story"
and, in finding that story, find a strategy to move ahead without the need to "disrupt" my own "flow"
and my guess is that I am not alone in this pursuit
and (finally) give myself permission to call what it is "what it is" . . . I see that most of my "work" wasn't about finding God or finding past lives or anything other than trying to find a "normal" childhood "story"
and, in finding that story, find a strategy to move ahead without the need to "disrupt" my own "flow"
and my guess is that I am not alone in this pursuit
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