tried to impress upon me that I was doing things "the wrong way"
I was often introduced in those days (which always AMAZED me) as "the most controversial psychic in the world !!!"
wt fuck ???
"the experts" told me I was too loud, too irreverent, too #something (still, to this day, not fully defined) and, even more, I was cautioned to never talk about being #depressed or not "knowing all" or letting people in on why I might not be Nostradamus Insta-Whip in a bottle
I was a "dark energy" (yeah, I got that a lot) because I dated musicians or models who said shit or took their clothes off or did something #unacceptable
which only mirrored my own dark soul
and the one time I really went all-in New Age "power couple" girl friend was ultimately not a happy experience and kind of "broke me" of this approach "as a plan" moving forward
I also refused to give lip service to the nonsense (whoops, there I go again) of "creating my own reality" and would predict things like housing crashes and banking fuck ups, stuff no one wanted to hear
I also said "fuck", well . . . too many fuckn times
I wouldn't say love and light, either (except as a parody) and typically would add "mother fucker" to the end of my Namaste
what can I say ??
I was told (by dozens of people, this wasn't just one or two) I needed to say this (only) and not say that and if I didn't heed their warnings
my life, career (and perhaps very soul) would suffer -- I ignored ALL of it and #thrived, (I was later voted "Lightworker of the Year", ya know) probably way more than they would have imagined; without doubt, way more than "they wanted" . . . lesson: listen to YOURSELF
viva L'Unicornia <3