. . . then I moved past "beginner's mind"
and had some sense of "knowing a bit" . . . I became a professional psychic and had a radio spot and then a TV show and found myself for a few years at the heart of the metaphysical universe
only to see it all go "poof" . . . at which point I rolled up the mats and became (and I realize this is a relative thing ahahaha !!)
"normal"
well . . . sorta normal
but that only lasted a few years and the "real me" kept poking about . . . trying to "find" something
it seems now that I am moving back into this "beginner's mind" space -- personally my favorite space
we never know so much that we can't be in awe of all that IS
to live in this heightened space of everything being a revelation
. . . a blessing, indeed
in every way