to rev up your intuition you have to create "spaces" within yourself where your courage and curiosity merge
seeing things is scary, not in a boogie man gonna getcha kind of way but in the cognitive shake and bake "discomfort" when the edges are out of sync
you have to "go there" have to have to have to and while you're there and the edges are blurry and you're thinking "oops can I go home now" you have to somehow find the "thang within" and walk on
just a little bit further
intuition is about finding the space where it is calm but often this is an eye of the hurricane safe haven . . . to get there the lines are fuzzy, your legs are wobbly
your heart is pounding . . . but you push on fuck it all push the fuck on
people want to "see things" but few are willing to walk the walk to find the front door to the "safe house"
sex is the same -- intuition and sexuality are related . . . in that to find the transcendent space you have to allow your mind to go blank and "be there"
wobbly legs and all . . . to be open yet simultaneously always in "control"
a dance on the edge -- where you give it all away yet still somehow have the car always under control, able to steer it where you need to GO
even if that is just inches from the wall
inches from the WALL
there is a space . . . you can find it
but you can't get there by knocking on any old door; it ain't on NO MAP
you have to be asked to come in, too . . . it "chooses you" -- another stumbling block for far too many
you have to create "credibility" and then the door is open
the doormen will find you
a riddle I know . . . but the truth is within
within yourself and within these words
there is no straight line but you have to walk still always straight ahead
and therein the puzzle doth lie