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Remembering Allie Cheslick

4/23/2019

Two years ago, today, my phone was blowing up with people trying to call me

my best friend, Psychic Partner + partner in crime and, more than all other reasons, the catalyst for me to "un-retire" as a psychic . . . and there is more than a passing chance that had it not been for her, literally, I would have "stayed retired"

on that morning, April 23, 2017 . . . Allie Cheslick passed; she was amazing, funny, incredible. Unbelievably talented, the most generous soul I ever met, a loving mother, someone always there for her friends -- and she had so many of them

I loved her and even though we were "internet friends" (we met on myspace !!!), we were most definitely friends; we did over 1000 hours of radio together and kept each other entertained and grounded for 11 years . . . I miss her, so much

so so so so much; she was, without a doubt, one of a kind

her last message to me, the day before she died, was "Dr. Brewer is watching over me" because she had a doctor named Brewer

it is not the same without her <3

for me, and for quite a few others. My Haunted House Seal of Approval, Double Platinum Award Winner, the G Girl, Miss Funkytown Uranus herself . . . Google Me Cheslick

I love ya; my life is better because you were in it

#truth

consciousness floats

4/22/2019

What if your life raft . . . Is really

An anchor ?? #consciousness_floats

positive thought shaming

4/22/2019

Not everything is your fault; every pebble in the street is not there because you had a negative thought about moving forward

I believe we certainly create conditions within ourselves that lead to "external events"

but to blame someone because they have a predisposition to, or genetic marker for, a certain type of physical ailment or give them shit they're not moving "fast enough" when dealing with a series of incredibly traumatic events -- for example, the death of family members or friends . . . to say to someone they should instantly "get over it" and berate them in some way passive-aggressive New Age approved way because, so far, they haven't "thought their way out of it"

well, to me, this simply isn't fair nor is it realistic

you need to take responsibility for your growth, no doubt -- but to feel all this toxicity directed at you because you don't seem (yet) to have it all together

is not fair . . . and I say this due to having conversations about this literally every week of my life with someone "dealing", as best they can

with other people, basically, "positive-thought-shaming" them

love

not judgment

walk a mile etc etc etc #etc

Achille Varzi and Me

4/18/2019

Still trying to "figure out" what, exactly, to do with this #theory

but yeah . . . I really really really do believe I am the #reincarnation of Achille Varzi . . . not sure about "the others"

but this one --- former European Driving Champion . . . it's crazee, but I also suspect it is, in addition to crazee, also #the_truth

Act Five

4/18/2019

Shakespeare's Ghost sits waiting with bated breath
for the unfolding drama of Don, Jr

when confronted with the question of whether to turn on his father
to save himself . . . #Act_Five

Big One

4/18/2019

I believe the "Big One" that people think inevitable
for California . . . will hit within the next 24 months

#earthquake

once a Champion

4/18/2019

it's ok, go ahead . . . I think the same thing

these photos of Achille Varzi are freaky as fuck

I spend a LOT of time trying to "figure out who I was" . . . do we reincarnate one after another, two at a time, THREE at a time ????? . . . I truly don't know and I can never be sure about who is/was who . . . but in this sea of karmic madness, there is one thing about which I DO feel pretty confident . . . I feel pretty certain that I am the (quite literal) reincarnation of this man

don't know why, don't know how, just plain don't know . . . but I still think it's true . . . the 1934 European Driving Champion (comparable to today's Formula 1 "World Champion"), at one time the highest paid athlete in any sport in the world, a man who, at the literal top of his game, threw away his career for a married woman and a whole lot of morphine

and who, somehow, 10 years later, after battling addiction and being kicked out of the sport he once ruled, unable to race, barred from competing, years in rehab . . . returned to the top of his profession, only to get killed on a slick track, practicing for the Swiss Grand Prix in 1948

#reincarnation . . .
#speed_kills / #once_A_Champion / #vroom

Our Lady

4/18/2019

today has been very depressing -- I am truly sad about Notre Dame . . . a beautiful building that has withstood a lot of adversity over hundreds of years

feeling a strong kinship with our friends in Paris . . . even more depressing, though

are the posts I've seen all day -- each dealing with a darker conspiracy or expressing glee at the "karma being unleashed" . . . I have long been a vocal voice saying the Catholic Church should be held accountable for their role in covering up sexual abuse of their members . . . but the things I have seen and heard today ?? truly disheartening

hoping the beauty of this magnificent building can be salvaged and restored

hoping, too, that our empathy for others can be salvaged and restored, as well

(Originally Posted 4/15/2019)

pass through

4/18/2019

Many #empaths are "feeling it" of late -- just know that the collective angst of so many

will work its way into your bloodstream and if you're feeling a bit more depressed or touchy these days

just know you're not alone; it is #widespread and I don't have to be Nostradamus to guess why . . . be good to yourself

because others need you to be ok . . . the good news is this all will, eventually, #pass_on_by

balancing act

4/18/2019

if you pay attention to anything I say

pay attention to this

loving yourself means loving others, too . . . loving others, though, does not come before loving yourself . . . #balance