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needles haystacks automobiles

9/11/2020

I spend, shall we say . . . #ALOT of time trying to match past lives . . . this is, how best to say it

frustrating as fuck . . . but it keeps me entertained and I learn other things, like Graphic Design (for one), as I try to find my "peeps"

some I "find" and throw back, some I find and think maybe, some I am just not sure . . . but I have two with whom I never ever ever waver in my strongly held belief they are both past + concurrent life times

does this strongly held conviction "mean anything"?

who knows -- I can't prove anything with past lives, although I try ever so hard to build models and road maps and (another important point), I also -- and I probably #shouldNOT be doing this

try to find people that not only make sense to me but would "make sense" (is this even legit, on any level?) to someone else

I simply don't know

but the two I have: an Italian racing driver who became a morphine addict and then returned to racing only to get killed

and a model//actress who also fell victim to drug addiction only to also die in an automobile just as she, too, was trying to get her life back under control

I "feel" are ME (somehow, someway)

I work hard to make sure any new "possible matches" not only "match me" but also match Achille + Claudia

does this approach "make sense"?

who knows

again, I can offer no definitive proof in any direction and all my photo side by sides mean nothing

because I see I can also do this with JFK, Jr, Justin Bieber, and Hannah Montana :)

although those photos don't match the way Claudia and Achille and me "do"

bottom line -- I continue to search for the hows and whys of reincarnation as best I can

and, even though I have fallen short of finding what I wanted (in total)

what I have found convinces me that reincarnation is (a) true and (b) can also run concurrently with other lifetimes

yep, this is what I think

commercial real estate

9/10/2020

One of the bedrock pieces of my economic predictions at the beginning of the year involved commercial real estate

I predicted that commercial real estate values would drop . . . a lot

and, if this happens, it would be both a signifier of bigger issues elsewhere as well as an anvil around the banking sector -- this is beginning to happen and, imo, will likely continue

QAnon is a Nazi Cult, Rebranded

9/10/2020

I have been saying that the stylistic similarities between many elements of the alt-right and, now, QaCON

are similar in tone, intent, and actual rhetorical style to the Nazis for the past 3 years . . . I have, basically, been "haunted" by memories of the 1930's in my psychic who was I and why is this crazy shit in my head still way since I was little

and have taken graduate level History classes in 20th Century European History with an emphasis on Germany 1914-1945

I have said, a thousand times, I "remember Nazi Germany"

and as someone seen by many as one to the top psychics (in terms of reincarnation research and past life "matching") in the world now

this obsession with past lives and obsession, too, with things that might remind me of the Nazi "mind set" once more on our door step

drives so much of what I do and what I say, both publicly and privately

NEVER FORGET

for those who want to learn more about these connections, there are, literally, hundreds, perhaps thousands, of outstanding books easily available

the Germans were once one of the more liberal and inviting countries in the world in terms of openness and "assimilation" of their Jewish neighbors; there was a history (which led to many staying longer than was wise) of Germany being a "good place" for Jewish citizens

but the pogroms in Russia and Eastern Europe meant that many Jews in those countries were fleeing to the west and this led to a massive fear campaign directed against the Ostjuden (Jews from the East -- the Yiddish speaking population who were, typically, far less educated than their German brethren) showing up in Germany as part of this "refugee wave"

"Blood Libel" was a very real (manufactured) fear -- the demonizing of those not Aryan (ie not white) was pervasive in the Nazi appeal and a foundational element of their strategies in securing (and maintaining) political power

this is now Hillary and John Podesta eating babies in the basement of Comet Pizza; same basic mythology just with new street signs and a new score card

this Qshit is ALL recycled from the Nazis

new words, new technology, but the same basic blueprint

they are playing on fears they are, basically, making up and then driving that home so they can get "market share" of people's minds

the Nazis were in it for themselves and created a mythology they sold to the masses, many of whom "bought it" not realizing it was fake as fuck and all a con game straight off

how many millions of lives destroyed? the occult scene in Central Europe at the time (and I have said this out loud a million times, too) was much like it is today; The "New Age" also "ain't new"

and just like woke people today say crazy right wing shit you could have never imagined, so (too) occultists and magickians of Germany in 1920 jumping on the Hitler bandwagon a hundred years ago

all this shit happened and we can't allow it to happen #again

in the most ironic closing possible "do the research"

https://www.justsecurity.org/72339/qanon-is-a-nazi-cult-rebranded/

what pretend rock stars bring

9/9/2020

"rock stars hang with rock stars" -- which translates into "find people at your own level"

HOWEVER, far too many people are "taught" as children they don't deserve rock star status

and so they water down their choices and "attract" people who are motivated to make sure that person never grows

as they would be "too much" for the other person (if they allowed this to happen)

this is an outgrowth of the child's conditioning -- why, I believe, women stay (the ones who do) in abusive relationships

this is because they are taught early on to suppress who they are

to "serve" someone else

but, long story only sorta long -- when you know who you are

you will stop accepting who doesn't fit

"self love = healthy boundaries"

and when you honor yourself (not so easy, nor common) you will stop allowing people who bring you down into your world

it is far too common

that people (women, especially) who come from an abusive childhood

will have a distorted sense of self and a distorted sense of the "healthy boundaries" I always talk about

one of the many tragedies of sexual abuse is that women (and men) are taught that their perceptions don't count

"no baby, Uncle Bobby didn't do that"

or "we don't talk about those things"

well, it certainly appeared to me he did and if you didn't do it we wouldn't NEED to talk about it -- these are the foundational level issues arising from sexual abuse and verbal abuse of children

the tendency to not fully "own" your power will be a likely path one might follow

and for #PSYCHICS, when you add the intuitive "thang" into the mix, it gets even funkier, I believe

as psychics, we are typically told over and over it "can't be" or Jesus doesn't like it or you're a fake, etc

and the complexity of finding people who match you

let's just say, "goes up"

sometimes we find people who seem to be a rock star but on further reflection we find they're not

but . . . if you tend to always find pretend rock stars

on some level it is because you're working out what pretend rock stars bring

I have done the same thing, over and over

so -- no judgment

and spent the past three years in basic lock down trying to eradicate the patterns arising from my own "strained relationship" with my parents

a pattern is a pattern until it is a lesson

Unicorn LOVE :)

the song, indeed, does remain "the same"

9/9/2020

it is understandable that we see our bodies and our current "lifetimes" as a finite singular entity

we live we die

I personally do not believe this is true -- call it "channeled", a vision, whatever you wish

it keeps "coming to me", over and over, that we are high vibratory (and by high vibration, I mean vibrating quickly, not, necessarily, some "elevated, lofty spiritual" place)

creatures

although I believe we ARE lofty elevated spiritual essences, each and every one of us

these "spiritual essences" (the "who" of who we are) exist in multiple places concurrently

yet are joined as singular vibratory forces, all the same

if this is so, then Death is not an end but rather a vibratory switch in speed

because we are both here AND THERE all the time

and much like the kitchen table is in actuality a bunch of molecules both independent and working together at the same time, rather than simply big blocks of wood screwed together

so, too, Death is a minor change in vibrational "direction"

the kitchen table could catch fire and no longer look like a kitchen table -- it "died" to that function and form

the energy "transformed" during the fire and went somewhere else . . . yet the table "essence" underscores "where it went"

and "where it went" was connected, in terms of vibration, also with where it came from

before it collectively "assembled" into a kitchen table

meaning -- we are already IN the place we go when we die, right now

the forms may change, the arrangement seemingly will "re-arrange"

but the finite form of the kitchen table, if viewed at its core, was never what it "appeared" anyway

. . . taking this a step further then, "past lives" (to me) are legit

(based on this logic, too) as they (seen in this context)

are simply clusters of vibrations acting BOTH as singular elements and concurrent harmonic patterns

like the kitchen table that lived for a time as a tree and, after burning, transformed into different forms of energy

the burnt wood later fertilized perhaps new growth, a new tree or plant

so past lives are sort of separate and not separate, all at the same time

just as quanta of energy are both here and there all at the same time, even though supposedly it is impossible

controlled experiments suggest this is the actual "truth"

sounds sort of nutty, I know -- but quantum physics also sounds nutty

bottom line -- long story short

WE DON'T DIE

our vibratory patterns "re-arrange" as part of an evolutionary journey

driven by who knows what for God knows what reason :)

still, I believe more and more with each passing day

that Death, as we conceive of it, is not true

the essence remains, a constant

forms "seem different" and vibrate with or against other forms

based on harmonic resonance patterns (throw a pebble into the creek)

but the song, basically, always remains the same

relationships are about honesty

9/9/2020

relationships are about honesty -- even if that honesty is not what you're supposed to be "honest about"

in English -- whenever I have listened to people and acted the way "I'm supposed to" (uh huh) things are always bad

whenever I am zen and trust my own instincts and just go -- yeah I "hear" this is bad but I am going to do it anyway

I am popular as fuck and women like me

moral -- never listen to advice if the advice is to act some "proscribed way"

if that "way" isn't who you really are

I get talked into "changing" when the change is not really what works; I am sure this happens to you, too

don't do it hahahaha . . . be yourself and OWN IT

those who get you will line up and those who don't will shut the door . . . better to get the right people in the right place

. . . this was initially written in reference to online personas

as a psychic who is political and says "fuck" and doesn't say "love and light" 40 times a day

and also talked about his Depression or confusion or whatever

people told me this would kill my career but I did it anyway because I felt it in alignment with who I actually "am"

as far as relationships, especially romantic relationships

if people say you have to be XY or Z or no one "will love you"

and you're QF13

then you either own being a QF13 or try to be a Z and make everyone miserable

. . . this is not strictly about romantic relationships, either

but applies in any situation in which it is important for two people to be "on the same page" with one another

so, in theory, is appropriate for business relationships and parental/child relationships, too

let the dead be dead, please

9/9/2020

John Kennedy, Jr was a handsome, charming, decent man . . . the first two were obvious and the last point I think has been proven, as well, on many occasions with hundreds of testimonials

Part of my issues with QaCON involve what I see as, basically, slandering the dead; JFK, Jr (sadly) is no longer alive

and to continue this madness of suggesting he faked his death and is back (and this ridiculous looking buffoon is "him") and will be supporting his "close friend" donald trump

annoys the fuck out of me

which is pretty much true for everything about QaCON

my photos with John and me are sort of a surrealist agit-prop response to their madness

can we let the dead, please, "live in peace"

#imposter

a day in the life

9/9/2020

so, we live in Crazy Town, can't walk outside without looking like a cross between Jesse James and Dr. KIldare . . . there's no place to sit inside, no place to go, sports are weird as fuck with no crowd and well . . . shit be whack

of course, we find ways to entertain ourselves, nonetheless . . . lately I am doing hard-core porn . . . house porn

I go on trulia and look in the cities that fit my fantasy I have money 'cause I'm a popstar, not a doctor so these be, primarily, NYC and LA

but I will look at other cities, too, because people can be ostentatious as fuck in Dallas or McLean, VA, too

and there is this crazee technology called "Matterport" where you can click on it and literally walk through the house

and measure the walls, for when you move in and put your book cases along the walls and figure out where your menagerie of assorted oddities would fit best

and then, when I'm housed out, I watch music videos (or sports stuff) on youtube

and, of course, I see people in these videos and it makes my brain rev the fuck up

and I start trying to figure out "ok, Missy . . . who the fuck where you in 1942?"

so, yeah . . . past lives

the past 24 hours I especially be trippin'

'cause I'm watching all these videos of Elle King -- why?

because her house is #for_sale in LA and it has built in bookcases and I'm watching her videos and I'm in love (with her house AND her) and then youtube ('cause youtube is tricky as fuck and will "suggest" shit)

decides to throw down some extra fuckery and I see a new video of Miley Cyrus and I actually like Miley Cyrus (because I think she looks like my daughter, Riana, especially when she was Hannah Montana -- which Riana HATES . . . much like when I hated having 12 year old girls once come up all giggly 'n shit asking me if I was Shaun Cassidy, because, I was way the fuck better looking, up close, than Shaun Fuckn Cassidy !!!!)

anyway . . . I #digress

so I am watching this video of Miley Cyrus ("Midnight Sky" -- the live version in the "Live Lounge") and she looks pretty much dead the fuck on

LIKE MY MOTHER

is life not whack enough

youtube? really ??

really really ??

you be playin' me like this ??

so, yeah, Miley Cyrus (imo) looks like my mom (now) and also Jane Fonda (I think) who, of course, #looks_like_my_mom

so then my PRIMAY Covid 19 getaway is doing photo overlays with everyone -- this person looks like him, that person looks like her, you're an alien and YOU are an alien, too MF

but an alien from "my planet"

nanoo nanoo

yeah, I'm weird . . . what CAN I say ??

and I am trying to find a photo of Miley Cyrus that matches the one (and one only) photo of my mother when she was young where she's not sticking her tongue out

or her butt out (I am referencing Miley, here, btw)

and . . . it's complicated but I found one, anyway

and then I see this video for Drake's latest song and it is Justin Bieber lip synching the lyrics; wt actual fuck

and I have said this a million times . . . I never really believed I looked all that much like Shaun Fuckn Cassidy

but I (for sure) "in the day" looked like Justin Bieber and the #latest Justin Bieber looks even more "like me" and well
I get it; I'm strange

way the fuck strange

but (hopefully) as least moderately entertaining

which leads me to my final thought

and that is: Billie Eilish

who I have said is the #reincarnation

of

FRANK SINATRA (here is the link to when I first posted this: https://www.andrew-brewer.com/my-blog/i-believe-billie-eilish-is-the-reincarnation-of

so at 4:30 in the morning I was STILL up now watching old videos of Frankie in the 1940's and breathlessly going back and forth

looking at pics of BIllie

comparing her "to Frank"

I am not Justin Bieber or JFK, Jr . . . my mom isn't Hannah Montana's grandmother

but I still think, nutty as it sounds, that Billie Eilish is the, literal, reincarnation of Frank Sinatra

what's in YOUR wallet?

peace out, MF's

Billie 'n Frank (above)

Miley, Justin, et moi (below)
and yes, I get it . . . it's weird
and so am I

super powers

9/9/2020

I am closer to age 70 now than 60 and closer to 100 than 30 -- that's pretty freaky . . . as a #former (or is that "reformed") pretty boy soon (enough) off to a different body and a different set of experiences

I am in a contemplative kind of space . . . each of us brings unique sets of talents and tendencies "with us"

my mother never let shit go and it destroyed her and much as I tried to talk to her to "help her" move past it, it (ultimately) just made ME annoyed with her and, rather than help her

served, instead, just to make me more "like her"

this (as they say) is/was not #good

I spend a LOT of time trying to find past lives and (for me, more importantly) trying to understand where I "came from" and what, might, come next

In part, I do this through observation of my thinking and my behavior "patterns" (which helps me understand the patterns of others; which helps me "do my job")

and, in part, in attempting to understand how I "appear" so as to better understand "where I fit"

I have had a unique set of experiences -- every life is special, every life a singular progression

but, even knowing that, I think my life (in particular) is very "different" than #the_norm

I have lived through disasters -- some of my own making (probably MOST of my own making) and some that happened around me, yet had serious impacts on my life's "path"

and perhaps more than all other skills, I have (somehow) learned to help myself deal with the after effects of those disasters

I come from a family of crazy people -- literally

and they were certainly pretty and charming and all that -- but not all that deep down, crazy as fuck

no doubt, this exact thing has been said about me, too -- pretty and charming but crazy as fuck

it's good to be pretty (it is a door opener, par excellence) and charming is always a handy tool

but the crazy as fuck part often tended to blank out the short-term benefits (real as they most certainly were)

of the pretty and charming parts

there are lots of my friends who are also pretty and charming yet have been called, primarily because they march to their OWN unique beats

"crazy as fuck"

for those who have heard this

I feel ya and love ya (from afar)

there are ways to navigate and ways to deal with the wild ride that comes with "the label"

and even if the pretty may have faded

the knowledge of how to deal with being "called crazy"

and (irony) "stay zane"

is your GREATEST super power

for those who have rolled through the shit and (as was so often said about me, "back in the day") still smell like roses
be thankful

because this was the hardest, loneliest, scariest road on which to travel

your karmic rewards will be great

and your golden years (and mine are calling me loud loud loud)

a time to honor the journey

YOUR JOURNEY

even if it scared you and made you #crazee

at the time

it has benefits and as you (inevitably) move on down the road

you will see this is, truly (now), your greatest "possession"

hash tag #evolution

Big Mama

9/9/2020

just because the world is insane and the economy is whack and people are believing crazee shit

doesn't mean Mother Earth is chillin' and all zen and shit thinkin' y'all have #enough to deal with already

don't be surprised if the Old Girl doesn't decide, just to make sure 2020 is "truly memorable" . . . to fuck some shit up . . . hash tag #the_environment