I hate (well, not really) saying "I said this was going to happen just like this 9 months ago and look, now it's happened, almost exactly the way I said it would"

however, I said this thing was going to happen, even naming Deutsche Bank as one of the key players in falling furthest, fastest

and even suggested that we would see banks go back to risky financial instruments such as CDO's (Collateralized Debt Obligations) just as they did back pre-2008 (which they are seemingly getting ready to do)

on top of that, I predicted stock prices for banks in general would suffer and that many leading bank stocks in Europe, including the biggest fish in the Continental pond, Deutsche Bank) would see their shares drop by 50 % or more

and yeah, I said all these things -- just this way

and nine months later they seem to all be happening, exactly the way I said it would

https://www.bloomberg.com/gadfly/articles/2016-09-20/deutsche-bank-finds-crisis-era-fix-for-crisis-regulation

I watched Part I of the two-part CBS Special on the Murder of poor little Jon Benet Ramsey (it has been almost 20 years since her killing) . . . to me, the only possible suspect

is the brother

everyone has an opinion -- this is mine; I believe the boy (who was 9 at the time) killed his 6 year old sister in the basement . . . on Christmas night, in the place (the basement) where rich families who think children shouldn't make a mess

relegate them with their toys; was this sexually motivated, motivated by jealousy or a game that got out of control? who knows

but I believe VERY STRONGLY that the brother killed her and everything was a cover-up of this straight from jump

it will be interesting to see what CBS's crack forensic team comes up with this evening (this show is really fascinating and very well-done); but if they come up with any other conclusion, I will be shocked

fascinating, too, in one sense, that the week I am "advised" to write a book about my own possible past life as a 5 year old girl, paraded around for all to see 60 plus years ago, as a swimming sensation

and cash cow for the parents, who was beaten to death by her father, just weeks before HER 6th birthday

yeah . . . everything in life for me this month is

emotionally 

complicated

I have come up with different theories, over the years, as to how split souls "split"

originally, I developed what I called the "Stick Figure Theory of Reincarnation" based on multiple "binary splits", so 1 becomes 3 (not 2) and the splits could also overlap, so maybe 4 (or 5, or even in the rarest whackiest instance, 6)
but usually just 3 at a time

I had multiple "images" I kept/keep "seeing" and have tried to find ways to make them all fit into my karmic carry-on . . . but these images are overlapping and rather than assume there are multiple lives associated with the pictures

. . . I had to "drill down" to what kept showing up in actual (sort of verifiable -- to the extent ANYTHING here "could be verifiable")

data and come up with a workable "thesis"

realize -- no one knows and my guess work is just that -- guess work

I have "revised" my "Stick Figure Theory"

. . . as I now believe the splits are 3 MAX, so never more than 3 ever and the 3 is basically a dual split with a "tag along" -- so always 2 going all the time and sometimes a third, sometimes not

. . . and for a third to show up, there has to only be 2 "alive" at any one time -- in order to "make space"

in essence, a split soul "trinity"

on top of that, I believe the soul inhabits the fetus straight off, so the "3rd incarnation" has to have a sufficient gestation period prior to birth

. . . to make a funky theory even funkier, I think we have a corresponding parallel lifetime (sort of a mirror image) and our souls have an energetic footprint both here . . . and "there"
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to use a geekish example, it's sort of like a live app and a cloud clone backup

. . . so, 1, 2, 3

my guess as to how many people "split" ?? -- probably less than 1 in 500, maybe 1 in a 1000

but I believe it happens and I believe EVERYONE reincarnates

ev-er-y-one

but, this is my latest "vision" of how reincarnation and split incarnations may actually "work"

I also believe that those who "split", split because they are sort of "under contract" to keep rolling

so for that core group, I think there is some element of them that is "always here"

so -- unusual creatures, perhaps :)

I have also said -- many times -- that consciousness is "non-local"

I believe we get "higher levels of access" when we have moved into alignment with the energetic vibration "transmitting" that "energy packet" of information

I have also talked about psychic ability as "tiered", like access codes and security clearance at the Pentagon

we don't create consciousness "in the brain", either (in my opinion) -- I believe we "access it" and process it

data is "stored in the cloud"

the brain is simply a processing app

we, therefore, don't "create it" within the brain but "connect to it"

the "info" is encrypted and then we "de-code it"

so enhanced consciousness is not building the mind, but getting higher levels of "clearance" to access higher levels of data

past lives are simply a holographic imprinting of consciousness

the body is the app; the soul essence (what drives the car) is non-local

we process information to make decisions -- this is the soul

It is limited, in some case, by the receiving mechanism

this is the body's "genetics" -- the app

and he "health" of the individual -- the antenna

the brain is like a processor -- the "hard drive", if you will

but data is data and (my opinion) is stored somewhere else

enhanced consciousness is building up the processor to connect to raw data, stored in "the cloud" (ie "with God")

so, basically, "soul splits" mean that we have 3 bodies all using the same ID card to get into work, so they each do 8 hour shifts and just go, flat out, 24/7

In my last "session" with William -- the dude I "channel" (and yeah, it is kind of a long story) . . . he suggested to me that I would write a book and that I should do my readings just the way I am doing this for myself -- through "automatic writing"

connecting with him

and the "thing" he told me I would do is (I know to many not a major surprise) write a book . . . actually lots of books
so -- this morning, not knowing which way to go (exactly), I sat down, "cleared my head" and got into my "channeling William SPACE"

this is what happened:

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Q: what book should I write; what should I write about?

W: when the time is correct, we will give you a key. This relates to your past life mission if you will which basically comes down to this. Your mission is to help others who have been hurt when they were children

Nothing else is really important; there is only so much any of us can really do

So your “job” is to help people “heal” from childhood trauma and abuse

Your first book is the first in a series of efforts to do that -- and the first one on your radar is Kathy Tongay. This book is your “relationship” to Kathy Tongay’s murder

All of your work moving forward is related to “uncovering” childhood truama -- some of it past life, some of it current life
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Everything will relate to this; all of your past accomplishments, education, funneled into this -- how does it all help people heal broken or heavily scratched childhood memories

we live in a culture that "demonizes" sex while all the while actively promoting "sexuality"

this push-pull duality leads to a collective "schizophrenia" in terms of how some people express their sexuality -- and, as a result, express (or suppress)

power

the suppression of sexuality comes as a "pre-loaded thought form" promoted through a variety of cultural constructs -- Religion being one of the biggest "agents" in reinforcing this

all the while concurrently with these messages of "suppression" we see sexual imagery non-stop, a full-frontal assault to the senses 24/7

this "conflict" leads many people to "act" from a space a guilt, or shame

as a result, they will often "express sexuality" in ways in which they feel their acts must be hidden

and, to follow this train even further into the dark, this expression will be too often targeted towards those both powerless to resist

but, more importantly, too powerless to "bear witness"

sadly, one "obvious" reason for the perpetration of sexual assault against women, or gay men, and (even "more obviously") the sexual abuse of children

. . . by those who cannot "express power" in a healthy way

children are too small to stop the assault and too fragile to understand -- and, an even more important "reason" as to why they are "targets"

their stories are too easily made out to be "made up"

so rather than listening to them and acknowledging that they may be giving an actual description of something that "happened to them" . . . their stories are "shut down"

as is their "development" :(

and since children don't have a frame of reference for understanding what's happening and (more importantly) a "vocabulary" to express it, this madness continues

the greatest thing we can do to heal the planet?

in my opinion it is to try and find some healthy way of expressing sexuality

and concurrently helping END the hand me down generational stain of abuse that goes on and on

and on :(

the "issues" arising form sexual abuse never leave; you learn (perhaps) "to deal"

but for many people that "dealing" comes with a terrible price

. . . I am not sure (exactly) how talking about this has become my primary "mission" in life, but it certainly is a "problem"

and a problem we need to "talk about"

sweeping this under the carpet is no longer acceptable

we have to -- as a culture -- OWN what's happened

and try, somehow . . . to do
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better

how do I "find" past lives? for me, it is a bit of a hit and miss, hunt and peck process

I get stories and more and more "details" emerge but then I still have to find a PERSON who "matches" the story

so seeing it and remembering it, for me is very easy . . . since I don't get "oh hi my name was X and I lived on 123 Born Twice Avenue", I then have to hunt hunt and hunt some more

to try to find the ONE PERSON who matches everything "I see" !!

also, as a clairvoyant I often "see things" in my head and later visit the place I've seen and it doesn't look like what I saw even though my "description" (and I typically give very detailed descriptions) of it was pretty much exact

weird, but true

what happens (I think) is that certain elements get thrown together and I have to take the parts and visually re-assemble them

or I find (and this has happened a lot, too) that I have to be at a certain angle to look at things and then, poof, it is a dead on match

it is always like I am a bird flying above and looking down, always like I am at 5 o'clock on the dial and looking down to my left -- always

why? who knows

anyway, finding past lives is a "journey" -- I see lots and lots of details, both mine and for people for whom I read
but finding the specific person is still a "search"

and for a search to work, there has to be something (or someone) to "find"

so unless your past life left a record, then it is going to be even more laborious (if even possible) to track

it is one thing to say I was a man who worked in a factory and the place looked like this -- quite another to find the man + the factory and the location

and then determine if the life "story" matches the life story you're looking for

I have found, (and later been forced to throw back into the sea), people who "seemed" to match who I was looking for only to realize -- after "test-driving them" for awhile

that they weren't "right"

I am also lucky in that I have my boy "William" who "talks to me" and points me in very specific ways . . . ways that later have turned out to be super short-cuts to "finding my peeps" :)

I also have a photo who I think is/was ME, who looks just like me and matches all the elements of a specific story line I'm looking for (and so do other people believe he was "me", too) -- but I can't find out who he IS

can't find his name or specifically where and when he lived (only a vague notion that, in broad strokes, would fit the photo, still not enough to track)

SO: dead end . . . and super frustrating

who knows, really, if any of my "past life candidates" are true; I don't -- although I think there is a pretty good likelihood they are

still, no one can ever know and of my "magnificent 7" so far, I may still throw one (or more) back into the karmic ocean
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a journey, literally (and metaphorically) a "trip", man

no matter how much you "wish" something would happen -- the "perfect" job, or relationship, or body or whatever

if deep down (or maybe not so deep down) you have "absorbed" the message that you can only have X, Y, or Z if you do Q+V squared

and you aren't "good enough" to BE Q+V squared

then all will fall to pieces, nothing (long-term) will (or can) work

because the seeds of undoing are being watered non-stop and the seeds of possibility are being strangled by weeds
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the law BEHIND the "Law of Attraction"

"When Eve was still with Adam, death did not exist. When she was separated from him, death came into being. If he enters again and attains his former self, death will be no more."

This is an excerpt for the Gnostic "Gospel of Philip", discovered at Nag Hammadi in 1945

my interpretation: when you re-integrate the male and female you will be#reborn
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until then, Spirituality . . . you are #dead

Reincarnation is the key to religion yet no one wants to talk about it

yet EVERYONE seems to want to talk about Religion

I love God, God is on my side, God works in mysterious ways, etc etc etc

but until you get some handle on the "truth" of Reincarnation and how it must operate (and why)

you're missing at least half the story -- kind of an important half

yet few people are willing to study it and try to use accumulated bits of "evidence" --- no different than Copernicus, or Newton, or Einstein, or Freud, or anyone else

to postulate theories as to how it might work and then test drive those theories to see if accumulated "anecdotal evidence" might "match" the theory

I find this really

#odd

Sherrie Lea Laird and I both have explored this world independently of one another; we have our memories and we have stories of what it all means

more importantly, we have names, dates, and faces with which to compare our current life with "probable past lives"

and no matter how much "data" we may accumulate or "memories" we may have or famous psychics (fellow psychics !!) saying "yes, that was you"

there is no ABSOLUTE CERTAINTY -- it is all a theory but we are trying to say "hey, within the theory of how it MIGHT work, do these lifetimes seem to prove, to whatever extent they can, the constructs of the theory being tested?"

in doing all this, we have both the visual element -- actresses from the 20th Century of whom there are lots of photos
. . . as well as the birth dates (and death dates) to compare to our own to confirm (or not) any astrological matching (again, as a means of testing a "theoretical" model that a match might, or should, exist)

each of us (in Sherrie's case this has already happened) would likely pass a very rigid biometric analysis of the past life "facial structure" with our own today

and the personalities and emotional styles of the former lifetimes, as evidenced through anecdotal histories, we also have to use as a baseline

in addition, as actresses with filmed records of speech patterns, facial features (and facial expressions), movement and body types (including hands and ears -- two weird features that also tend to "repeat")

we have additional levels of data on which to make comparisons

and remember, too -- I have written about 6 different "possible past lives", with all the same kinds of available data (although without, of course, all the film nor so many photos as exist for Adrienne Ames)

in addition to my ideas as to the specific reincarnation (before and "after") of a handful of celebrities, in addition to my own

Sherrie's case as Marilyn Monroe being one of those past cases about which I have written :)

Reincarnation is important . . . I have donated the past 40 years of my life to studying it (when, quite honestly, there would have been much more "productive" ways in which to have passed the time !!)

and I "ain't done" (a) trying to understand it and (b) wanting to talk about it

I think (and I believe Sherrie likely does, too) that it matters

a lot

together, we have two sort of "interesting" cases -- and we aren't the only ones, either

maybe it is time for those of us with documented "stories" and fairly compelling "possible matches" (again, no one can EVER PROVE THIS)

to start talking about it . . . together, as a past life family / team

there are plenty of others besides the two of us; we need to find each other, help each other, and use what we discover to try and "understand"

what #itALLmeans :)
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#goodKarma #reincarnation #peace