the erroneous belief that you don't deserve whatever is coming your way
and would likely "get" if you would only step aside and let the flow "flow"
how do you "stop self-sabotaging" ??
uncover the place where the seed was first planted in your mind and determine if the idea about what you "deserve"
. . . is "legit"
and, if not, try to understand why it may have been planted within you in the first place
this process is how you can "change" your life
because when you stop mailing back what the universe is trying to send you, your world changes