I started a book a couple of years ago "Cases With Anomalous Dates" that you could say was "channeled" and in the book, "William" -- the dapper little dude in cream-colored suits and spats who "dictated it"
said the following (and right hand paths and left hand paths I realize make no sense without reading the rationale "he presents"), in regards to my past life "History":
~ For you, your spirit path is one of extremes; the left path typified by a life as a German Military Attache in the 1930’s or a racing car driver in the 1920’s; the right hand path typified by your life as the Russian poet, killed in the War, or so many lifetimes as a monk or spiritual acolyte.
In this life, you are leading the Right Hand Path, but you have chosen to allow the left hand path to “bleed” in to your consciousness. As such, you are a Right Primary, with a Secondary Left. This often is the path of a schizophrenic or a Holy Man. It is not the path of one “steeped in tradition”.
. . . I spent several years looking for people to "fit" that decription and these are the candidates I believe may "fit" (and I went through several others as possibilities before stumbling onto these two)
. . . the German military attache: Baron "Hajo" von Hadeln, a personal adjutant in the 1930's and son-in-law of a German Ambassador
and the racing driver -- Achille Varzi, for a time a champion Italian driver who became a morphine addict and derailed his career
oh . . . and they look a lot like me, too
a lot . . . and the astrological synastry, too, off . . . the . . . hook
was I a German Army officer and an Italian race driver, at the same time -- in addition to being an American actress and who knows what else ???
maybe / maybe not
but this is my best guess as to who might best fit "William's dictation"
. . . and the wheels on the karmic bus go . . .