and then was asked to do a Tribute Show for Robin Williams, which I did later in the evening
I have spent some time in and around "Hollywood" -- as both a film actor on a small scale but on a greater scale as a psychic who has talked to dozens and dozens of Hollywood Actors / Producers etc
and appeared in a long running "infomercial" in the 1990's
it is a complex world, with complex personalities -- I coined a term for this world "The Hollywood - English Dictionary"
meaning that things are never what they seem and people's "motives" typically are much darker than what appears on a surface level
it is a world in which money speaks in a loud voice
and for people who are highly creative, and prone to bouts of depression, a bit of a land mine to navigate
I believe Robin's death will have a big impact on a lot of people -- when I saw last year he was doing a TV show I thought "uh oh"
and when I realized his show was canceled I thought "uh oh" even more
a comedic genius, this (in Hollywood - English Dictionary land) had to be painful for him and a blow to his self-esteem
rumor has it that he was forced to work on projects he didn't want, like a TV series . . . which I am sure was something he didn't expect to do after the career he had made
because he was having some financial problems due to his divorce
this level of genius will lead to mass speculation; some will condemn him for committing suicide
certainly, I will not as I believe his death will likely have a healing impact on many people who may look at Depression in a new way
a beautiful man -- I am sure all of us will miss him and the incredible talent he possessed like no other