I am going (once Mars goes Direct at the end of June) to query a proposal for a book (tentatively called "Karmic Outlaw")
. . . on my "journey" to discover "past lives"
both my own -- which perhaps I may "have discovered", as well as the ideas "behind" how it may "work"
this is a long and winding road on which I have trod and my life makes bad fiction, but perhaps may be pretty interesting when shared
against the backdrop of discovering who I am (and was), as well as the people and events that have flown through my life
not too many people have led the type of life I have led, both on the roller coaster gypsy ride as well as the "inner journey"; plus, I do feel as if I have a special talent for "turning a phrase"
I also hope to film part of my past life discovery this Summer and include this "field trip" as both a part of the book
as well as a structural frame on which to hang the photos
if this gets published -- and I am hopeful that holding off all these years has allowed me to both solidify the information I might include
as well as help add to my "name recognition" in Psychic World -- a strong case could be made that I am significantly more "well known" today than 5 years ago
once this is completed and published, hopefully at a major house, then my plan is to leverage whatever comes from this book to finish and (finally) release the Tarot / Divination Decks I created a few years ago
I have stockpiled a lot of stuff . . . waiting waiting waiting for when I felt the time was right (and I was right "enough" myself -- a bigger "issue" . . . to walk the path that comes with it)
It is kind of a crazy life in "Psychic World" -- you are always this free agent thing, "unusual" . . . money comes all at once, then stops, then trickles or floods, people come in to your life out of nowhere 'cause they like your voice or your picture or whatever and then poof they're gone again and then (rinse and repeat) 15 more come knocking on your door . . . and the madness continues
you get opportunities thousands of miles away (which, very rarely, you're gonna do) and usually it is 5 all at once or none at all -- truly it is kind of a fascinating existence
Most people don't see the true story of what goes on in the "metaphysical world". It is a world of intense competition (yet, to say this out loud is considered, at a minimum, bad taste or more usually, blasphemous) and more intrigue than an 18th Century Romance
My world is not for the meek
Women are everywhere but you live like a monk 99 % of the time and the temptation to just go be a car salesman or manage a book store is always one bad moon away
and so . . . "Karmic Outlaw" (the proposed title of this book)
my look back at the starts, stops, heartbreaks, triumphs and dreams of this wild ride from over-protected child to wild child pretty boy jock turned bad boy poet then later The Psychic Adonis turned corporate guru morphed in to The Rock n Roll Psychic . . . and all the scenic stops along the way. the book I was meant to write. the truth
can you handle it? I am not so sure but the truth, this time, is what you're gonna get :)
thank you again . . . the time is drawing near
June 30 is when the doors, hopefully, finally open . . . to ascend to the next "level"
finally I am ready (and willing) to walk