and also have similar styles of "processing" it dawned on me that perhaps this is partly the result, literally, of family genetics
that maybe (and everything is a "theory" and every mad theory that crosses my mind, I WRITE DOWN here !! -- right then . . . my "edit button" -- or discretion button, is not always "fully functioning")
. . . finding the road map to all these past lives
might also to be found, quite literally, in the "family tree"
and since I am in that famous "Illuminati bloodline" that people like David Icke, et al see as the Devil incarnate (even if my particular branch, "branched off" hahaa), it might be easier (in "theory") for me to track down different streams from that original raging river of DNA
and understand why I have so many military past lives and all these German barons, etc etc
what if all past lives are not only physically similar and emotionally similar, but what if they were all kissin' cousins, too . . . LITERALLY
I try try try to just do "normal things" but oh my I want sooooooooooooooooooooooooo much to "figure this out"
back to the tubes and beakers