they're foreign yet familiar and in that grey area of consciousness between sleep and morning, they come -- yet I am fully awake
often coming, like now, in the middle of day while doing (and thinking of) something else
but still they are so much aligned with that "state" own thinks of as dreaming -- hard to explain but many of you may know this feeling
sometimes, too, when I do readings I will describe, very clearly, what people are planning and when doing this the obvious interpretation is that my vision of their future is a confirmation
but, as I often say to them, it is "possible" that I am simply (in whatever way, however it may transpire) reading their minds
and all the disclaimers are stated out loud
. . . it is in the context of this mind reader / fortune teller "space" that these questions continually come back to me
clear pictures of places and times long ago yet seemingly at my finger tips
are they "mine"? do they "belong" to someone else ??
it is these questions and the very "real" recognition that these fantasy images are, in my world, too often "verifiable"
that make my head spin smile emoticon
these pictures -- I "see them"
can practically taste them -- they are a special secret spice in my daily stew
and when they come, it is like nothing else
a mystery, delicious but elusive
past lives ?? MY past lives ??
or are they "something else" ??
and, if so -- what ????