due to dealing with Depression and "general confusion"
However, in "dealing" with the deep-down in the dark "reasons" I missed out on so many things because of "Depression and general confusion"
I managed to navigate my way forward and discover some amazing things . . . ironically giving me opportunities NOW I might not have had were I to have "cashed in" more on what was right in front of me then
half full or half empty ??
I am inclined to say in this equation my unicorn cup is half full :)
Being Depressed was . . . well, DEPRESSING
Knowing all the things I might have done, stuck right in my face that I just couldn't get it to together enough "to do" . . . well -- BUMMER
but I wake up now seeing what I've made along the way
and even though it cost a LOT -- I actually got a lot more back in return :)