Here's a dilemma -- one you don't come across every day !!
I have been working with some friends trying to "fill in" my past life "scorecard"
and it seems, more and more likely, that my original thought years and years ago -- that I had lived before and been an actor in Los Angeles in the 1920's and 1930's
may be true . . . however, it is looking more and more possible / likely that the actor was actually an
one I had, literally, never heard of before last week
called "Death Kiss"
why "Death Kiss" ??
Because this is a book about past lives, sort of the life from "before"
"showing up" and all that entails
ya know, "kissing you" from beyond the grave
plus, I think, too, as I said above, it is quite possible (and looking more and more likely, crazee as it sounds -- even to me) that I am the reincarnation of an actress
(with her primary co-stars being Dracula, Jonathan Harker, and Van Helsing from the the 1931 film, "Dracula" . . . Dracula, of course, was Bela Lugosi)
Her name was Adrienne Ames . . . born Ruth McClure
Andrew . . . born Rudolph Brewer
Ruth McClure, Rudolph Brewer . . . sounds alike, yes?
it appears, too, as if our ancestry both goes back to Kentucky in the mid-1800's
a wild child, signed to a film contract based only on her photos . . . she had a short career, evidently because she made headlines for her off-screen behavior
and fighting with her husband, Bruce Cabot (star of the original "King Kong")
. . . ironically, every time I have seen him in films I have had an extraordinary reaction to him, like I wanted "to slap him" !!!
more than her films
but it takes more than "gut feeling" when it comes to identifying a possible past life
in addition, I believe it also takes a very strong astrological "synastry", as well. With Adrienne's chart, done without a birth time (which takes away quite a bit from our ability to make a strong match)
the astrological connections are fairly significant . . . her Uranus - Pluto opposition straddles my Ascendant - Descendant; her Sun conjuncts my natal Moon, her Mars an exact conjunction of my natal Neptune, her Neptune an exact conjunction with my North Node, her Jupiter an exact trine, almost to the minute, of MY natal Jupiter
Adrienne's Lillith an exact conjunction of my natal Chiron, and it is likely that her Sagittarius Moon is conjunct her natal Uranus and right on my 7th House Cusp
in addition to that, we BOTH have Juno in Scorpio, conjunct my natal Saturn
and . . . it just goes on and on from there; statistically I think this would qualify as a fairly significant astrological "match"
Adrienne lied about her age -- so initially I looked up her birthday as 1907 instead of the corrected 1903
It is truly fascinating when looking, though, at the astrology of her death: May 31, 1947
Adrienne was born, as I mentioned, with an opposition of Uranus and Pluto . . . on the day she died, Uranus was making an oppostion to its natal place -- and, as a result, ALSO forming a conjunction with her natal Pluto
Pluto was transiting in an almost exact conjunction with her natal Sun; Saturn was in oppostion to its natal position, so on the day of her death BOTH Uranus and Saturn were making an almost exact opposition of their natal positions in her birth chart
Neptune by transit that day was making an exact conjunction with her natal North Node
. . . and Jupiter was at 20 degrees Scorpio, almost exactly conjuncting (to the minute) MY NATAL SATURN
very very VERY interesting
and performed in a play on Broadway; later on her daughter also was an actress on Broadway
Ruth Adrienne McClure Ames (1903 - 1947)
Is it possible ??
was I a film actress . . . this film actress ??
from Hollywood's "Golden Age" ??