now, of course, it makes sense
but something even more out of nowhere happened 2-3 days ago when, for some crazy reason (again) I started thinking of the 90's wrestling "icon" Chyna . . . I started thinking of her and had (as sometimes happens) this weird "I wonder whatever happened to so and so" thang
I thought -- is she still alive? why would I even think this?
but when I looked her up (because I did look her up to "make sure") and saw she WAS still alive, I had the saddest feeling "for her" . . . I wished I could reach out and send her a protein cupcake and a big heaping basket of unicorn love
today, Joan Marie Laurer (aka "Chyna"), passed away; she was only 45
even stranger, evidently she posted a video 3 days ago in which many people were alarmed for her -- it was perhaps this "collective worry" that got my "attention"
these "feelings" -- what I call "drive-by psychic" . . . happen all the time for me but it is only in retrospect that I understand "why" -- even though at the time, it always "shows up" as a "strange kind of feeling"
Prince and Chyna -- sooooooo sad !!
Rest in Peace :(