while I was in San Francisco, I had the opportunity to get readings with several psychics and one of these psychics told me I was “stuck” in a past life
a lifetime in which I was a young girl who had been a “famous swimmer” but who had died when she was very young
a dilemma -- how, exactly, is it possible for a young girl who died when she was young to BE a famous swimmer?
also -- in this lifetime, I can't swim
I have had many “images” (especially lately) about being a young girl and having “issues” being in the water
and it seems as if over the past couple of weeks, a lot of pieces are seemingly falling into place as to who, what, and where I may have been
this evening though I started thinking about my little girl famous swimmer past life and if flashed to me that she may have been famous because she was a child actress; as a young boy, I was the star of all the school plays in elementary school
so I tried this approach . . . and was “lead” to this name
when I saw this young girl’s father this evening, I had an immediate and almost overwhelming reaction; I started crying but not sobbing
but in addition to my tears I started to feel nauseous and literally within about 15 minutes started throwing up
not a typical response . . . for sure
was I little Kathy Tongay, one of the famous “Aquatots”?
Certainly as a child, I was the little boy version of her, with California surfer boy blonde hair (which suddenly just adios poof went away right around the time I was 6; Kathy died just a couple of weeks before her 6th birthday)
In fact, when I showed her picture to my mother she LITERALLY asked me if I had an illegitimate child she didn't know about !! When I explained this was a little girl who was murdered long long ago, I asked "do you think she looks like me?"
Her answer: "yes, just like you."
and featuring . . . The "Aquatots"
another certainty -- I can’t look at her father, even now, without feeling sick to my stomach
Can’t say for sure, of course; no one can ever say with 100 % certainty they were so and so in a past life, or even that past lives are “true” . . . but if pressed, I would say “yes -- I think I am likely this poor little girl”
who died 21 months before I “showed up” . . .
for the astrologers in the family, Kathy’s natal Jupiter conjuncts my natal Saturn (and I have had both a Jupiter and Saturn return this year; the Jupiter return happened earlier this month)
her natal Pluto conjuncts my Moon, and her natal Uranus sits on my ascendent
My natal Venus is 0 Capricorn, trine her Venus/Mars conjunction and my natal Chiron is 0 Aquarius, which would form a Grand Cross with the T-Square configuration above
who knows . . . but my guess is this may be "true" :(